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Anna-Marie Rose Aug 2017
She cried
she yelled in pain she stomped her feet
she felt insane

A tired life
Lots of baggage in her past nightmares, swearing it won't last
my heart is sinks
I'm stuck inside
everything on my heavy mind this broken place
Im all out of time
Don't even have to rhyme
Because all the stuff plays over and over in my mind.
thinking out loud
nothing here seems
Alright
A blurred reality
A confused
Pathway
To the end of this line
The numbers of cuts
Are void of
Reasons why
Because I had to
Is my
Answer
A ticking time bomb
The final
Choice
Can't rewrite my wrongs
Can erase the
Actions
Sleep it off the fatal lie
Breathing slows
A rest in peace
Plaque
Goes up
Its no longer home
Finally
I can
Let go
Anna-Marie Rose Aug 2017
Empty seats
the bittersweet defeat
Self mutilation
Falling to your feet
Deaf ears
Heavy hearts
Desperately clinging to
False hope
Broken world
No more jokes
Hands opens
Fading hope
Left to cry
No more time
A ghost already
A stained farewell
After all
The shame is soaked
With red
Labeled
Who cares
Idk
Anna-Marie Rose Jul 2017
Why was I Cursed
With these emotions
Having to feel every emotion
So deeply
Making me weak
In so many ways
Loving anyone ends up
In pain, heartache
That rocks me to the core
Makes me sore
Wears me down
Cuts me deep
I actually wish
It wasnt true
Because now
Im stressed
Pushed me
To the point
Were I wish I could care less
Find some drugs
Help dull it
They work the best
God how I hate it
Because now Im a nervous wreck.
Anna-Marie Rose Jun 2017
Thank you Eric for being my friend. YOu
Have taught me how it feels to be Have Real Love,
how it feels to have someone there for you
when you need them the most !you're taught me to love Jesus you taught me that people are all different and unique in their own ways and it's okay to love them just the way they are
with no judgement.
you've also taught me that being in love means you have to think about the other person before you think about yourself! for example you think about the things that you're lover wants and you get them those things. for you thinking  about what they want
Makes you happy
you tell me that people struggle but having people that trust you is very important because without having trust without having the ability to believe in someone fully you are nothing you're not worth anything and you are worthless as a person
you have to actually give your word and have it mean something in order for you to completely give yourself to the other person I trust you with my life you are my best friend you never give up on me
.
you never stay mad at me.
I know it's because you have Jesus! you are the reason I have more faith! The reason  I seek the Lord if it wasn't for you I probably would be dead!!! I have heard so many things about people saying that you are crazy maniac and that you would **** me in a heartbeat
You might hurt me
but you have never done that besides the words verbal abase.
But that's yours only defense
Against
Me because that's your only  way of hurting me and you know that it does that exactly you. But most the time I do deserve it Cuz im not the easiest person sometimes im stubborn and selfish and rude and ******.. And you put up with until you can't anymore then You (Man handle the situation and put me in my place ("slap in the face")  
* IM IN A REALITY CHECK .
I say sorry

Eric the amazing
Your so extremely
amazing, caring, selfless, worthy

You are a Angel that is Heaven sent a gift from God
you are a perfect example of what God meant when he said he would find me someone that would teach me how to be a better person. if I wanted to be that better person grab hold and stop messing around
Sto running.
I want to be a better person
you make me a better person!
I honestly am glad to call you my friend, my best friend, my lover, the love of my life and my guardian angel you might not ever read this but least I got it out in the open no lies just me telling it like it is!
A letter I might not ever send
Anna-Marie Rose Jun 2017
The sun is out
The sky is clear
My heart is open
I hope you hear
Summer is here the love is in the air
Grab hold it my dear
Anna-Marie Rose Jun 2017
Hatred poisons the soul
Jealousy
Poisons the mind
Judgment
Is not yours
To make

Stop
That thinking error

You were made
To care
To love
To cherish

Give up
Your
Attitude

Be humble
Anna-Marie Rose Jun 2017
A mothers hands so gentle
&
So soft
Caring for her children
Is all she knows

A fathers hands are rough
For he works with his hands
building
Someone else's dreams
&
Then he comes home
With the hard earned
Green
To pay
The bills
&
Provide
For his family

The children's only
Real job
Is to imagine
Create
Little masterpieces with
Their hands

Hands are the gateways to
Our lives
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