'i miss youu'
'i wanna see youu'
'it's been waay too longg'
all the stuff you say
telling me you wanna come over one day
and when i invite you over all you say is
'probably not, sorry'
so i just send a sad face and move on with my day
'hey you know i love you' you say 10 minutes later
i send a few hearts and continue my day
later you text me at 10 pm
'mmm baby i miss you'
'i need you rn'
'mmh just come over baby'
all i say
'i wish'
then i go to bed

i've liked you since 7th grade
i've loved you since 8th
im sorry i hurt you
that was never my intention
i love you
i mean it
you're my world and you make me happy
i want you and only you
and i mean it
i hope you believe me
and i understand that i hurt you
and i understand the jealousy
but i've realized how much i really need you
so we will make it through this together
i put my heart in your hands
i hope you learn to trust me enough to let me hold yours too
it takes time and that's okay
as long as we're okay
as long as you're only telling me you love me
as long as im only telling you i love you
then we're okay

there you are!
stealing glances, even the innocent ones.
your shy smile, your still hands
your confident walk.
how could I not recognize you
from a million man?
as my heart jolts of joy
when I lay my eyes on you.

i'd take you over him in a heart beat
you know i'd do anything for you
please don't leave
i'll tell him i want you instead
i'll tell everyone i've ever talked to that i want you
because i love you
and i need you to know that
i'll tell you how much i love you till i lose my voice
till i cant cry anymore
i'd do anything just to have you again
you're my world
without you i'm lost
"you could live without me"
sure i can but it's hard
the thought of being without you is hard
i need you all the time
i think about you all the time
i need you
i miss you
i love you
that's all i must say

I text you
i call
i beg you to tell me why
why we cant be friends
but you don't tell me
and it's okay
ive learned to get by without you
but one day you text me
'talk to me at school and we can talk'
i just sigh and close my phone
i dont talk to you for a week after that
then i finally am able to talk to you
and you just say
'we can be friends but just...
not like we used to be'
i say okay and there we go we're talking again?
i go ahead with it cause i know
this is the best thing i'll get for a while
it's okay
im fine
as long as she's not ignoring me in the halls
and classes
but it's okay
cause we'll look at each other and smile
we'll do our stuff in the bathroom
he stuff we'd always do together
but with your other friends also
it's fine
just as long as we're still talking it's okay

i've know you since 1st grade
we stopped talking when i moved away in 4th grade
we meet up again freshman year
we're practically inseparable for the first half of freshman year
and then all of a sudden you get other friends
and now you think you're cool
so you stop talking to me
you ignore my texts
you become a total *****
and cause why
you think you're cool and popular now
sure you have a bunch of friends but that doesn't mean ****
you hurt me you know you did
the person who was once my best friend, my "bebe"
is now a person who doesn't want anything to do with me