If only I could get rid
of my olfactory nerve
so I never smell
that nostalgia scent.

I created a playlist in my head
So I could keep visiting us.

We watched the city lights on the 34th floor
But nothing’s more dazzling than his eyes

We listened to his favorite playlist
But nothing’s more melodious than his laugh

And I still have a vivid memory of the man who wore blue shirt with his long hair being tied.

My first of firsts,
Our hands intertwined as we danced in the dark.
I see his silhouette face against the sky
And never knew how he felt.

My favorite memory of you is your scent.

After I win this battle,
I want to tell you,
you are my sword
that brings victory in my empire.

You’re my constituent
on preventing
my emotion
from corrosion.

Your sound wave
transmitted
in my ear drum
went my trillion receptor off.

Ordinary days
no more,
Only if you just have
STAYED EVERYDAY.

Do you know why
he blocked me ?
It is to get away
from catching feelings.

Hearing
a commercial voice-over
hits differently
when you know that
person is special.

You can give me storm
But I will always be your sunshine.

When someone’s voice
becomes
your favorite
auditory hallucination.

Dearest love,
I will not write another masterpiece
if it’s not all about you.

Blade will never be blame
As the brain voluntarily permits
I can feel numbness in my skin
Ready for the sharpness

My thoughts would explode
Yet my flesh have no seem action
For my purpose benefits them
I will give in soon, real soon.

You're beyond my comfort zone
that I can't no longer even recognize myself.
Across my boundaries,
I found you yet I lose me.

I tried to forget you
But it’s like letting the synthetic rose dies.
I tried to unlove you
But it’s like getting rid of my oxygen.

I’m sorry
that
I can not trade
my title
over
you.
And I’m sorry
that
I can not shut down
my heart
for you
at the same time.

I let you keep me like the sun
Until it hides in the horizon
And I will love you like the moon
Even if your sky is full of stars.

I lower
my standards,
Yet
in the end,
you lowered
my value.

I wonder
if you will show up
in front of my house
like the other night
Because I miss you tons

Who would have thought
that our first conversation
leads to
“until our path cross again”.

I was standing in front of that false column
You knew, I stole glances whenever I get chances
You were just some feet away and felt butterflies
And tonight, all my words just heard by this bedroom ceiling


Maybe we were happened to meet
At this three-story building in this 2020
And felt this strange feelings on October


Looking into your hypnotizing stares
While I was holding the stainless handler of the stairs
Wearing your favorite red-white-blue shirt stripes
And witnessed only by those concrete walls
Oh,I wish I could have replay buttons


It was 12:30 in the afternoon
You leaned your head on my shoulder
That moment, my spine got shiver
And tonight, all my thoughts just shared with this bedroom ceiling

How many
heart broken poems
will she write
until she found
the right one?

No road has paved
without potholes.
Learn to walk on it
until its beauty will be seen
behind those errors.

You are the rhyme
that refrains
into
my Rondeau Prime.

“She was kissed by the sun.
And in return,
she never left
until the crimson sky fades.”

I am like the white cloud that gets heavy,
For you, I still choose to precipitate
Though I knew I will evaporate right away.