blackbiird

blackbiird Feb 2018

Heights

I sit in silence as the rain falls down the window pane--
each droplet more fierce than the last.
fragile footsteps embrace the threshold
and the rain stops.

Scattered little ants dread the earth,
aimlessly dancing amongst the shadows.
from these heights, the world drifts into dust.
what a glorious sight as I fall one last time.

#suicide #gonegirl

blackbiird Feb 2018

Valentine's Day

Hearts plastered with sickening love.
Fake smiles sprung from deceitful hearts.
Children crying, babies dying.
What a wonderful world to be had.

blackbiird Feb 2018

Self-Destruct

One button, two voices.
Which one do I follow?
Wounds opened with steel, I have two choices.
But what surrounds is sorrow.

Panic ensues as tantalizing birds sing-
"Into the abyss, you go"
Paralyzed within the ******* of their wings,
I know there will never be another tomorrow.

What's done is done-
It was a good run.

#death #suicide #bpd

blackbiird Feb 2018

Hate me, love me.

My brain is in constant torment.
Thoughts scattered as paranoia ensues.
Hate me, love me is its mantra.
Then all is dark as I drift into the Unknown.

#suicide #death #freedom

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