No matter what, my life is nothing God.
Unless you O Lord is in it as well as well.
For you are my only Hope in life here.
No matter what, no matter what is going on.
Whether my world is really falling apart.
Or my life is always going smoothly here.
You are still needed here with me O Lord.
I oh Lord so desperately always need you.
For only through you do I genuinely have true life.
I O Lord am only speaking the truth Jesus my God.

I had two trees in my garden,
A boy and a girl,
I nurtured them,
I cared for them,
I gave them the best of everything.
They bore the ripest fruits of knowledge,
Then came the storm,
And in the tempest both my trees were uprooted by their spouses across the ocean,
Never to come back.
The only thing left were two big holes in the garden of my heart,
Which I am still trying to fill.
Two things I learned in life,
Never have expectations,
Never toil for others.
14/6/2020