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derblue Nov 2021
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I though the search was over.
I thought I found myself.
I though I was going to be happy once and for all.

Yet I am still a lost soul, who doesn't know her purpose.
  Oct 2021 derblue
East Wind
Collections of my disorderly thoughts
gathered together with knots
of my ample desire
to make sense of my everyday life.
I write poetry, however bad they might be, to help me analyze my feelings.
  Oct 2021 derblue
Lee
I haven't felt happiness
Not in a long time
Then you came to me
My mornings dream
Simply sweet
Forever with me
Oddly enough my reason to be
derblue Oct 2021
I  fell with the most unexpected person
I was in awe by the thought of her
I felt giddy and my inner child was giggling
There were freaking dinosaurs in my stomach doing somersaults
Is this what it feels like to be in love and be loved? If not, then I don't want this to end.
For a short period of time that I have been with her still I couldn't mentally grasp why I fell for her. Still looking for reasons but naaah, I mean yeah it would've been nice to know why, but this feeling/s that I have for her right now, I am contented with it and planning to lengthen this, I wouldn't trade this for anything else.
derblue Sep 2021
Cried to relinquish this feeling
Yet I seeked for more
I need to let this go before it consumes me
Don't want to destroy what I built for myself

But I was a coward and caved in
Slash here, drip there
The stinging feeling made me feel normal and alive
The satisfaction that I felt, how euphoric
The adrenaline rush it gave me pure ecstasy
Satisfied but disheartened
Happy but Sad

Back to Zero,
Gonna Begin Again.
derblue Sep 2021
Should I just listen while rem​i​nisce about your past? You were giddy and excited to share it to me, what a blast!

Did it ever cross your mind? The pain that i felt, when you talk about her in front of me! But nevermind.

Do I have the right to question you!? Colors are showing and i don't like the hue.
derblue Jul 2021
It all started when I closed my eyes, waiting for those lips to collide with mine. You said you like me, teased me many times but it was all just a trap and it ruined my mind.
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