when i read a poem ...

i got interested...

i text her.....

i commented it

with an thanks... she replied that

"your don't know about me... iam jzt an kid. young than you.."

ha ha ha .... it was happy happy happy...

not any one else
...


but one thing... actually

iam very"HAPPY"

I have seen,
sun brings the dawn
So do moon shine the night.
Though sun set down
So do moon gets out of sight.

She brought the dawn,
Thus she been the sun.
She shine the night,
Thus she been the moon.

Never seen her set down,
Never seen her gets out of the sight.

Thus she been Syzygy of my life.

EACH DAY I QUARREL WITH HER...

GIVES ME A HAPPINESS THAT CURE MY HEART...

EACH DAY I SCOLD HER...

GIVES ME THE ELDERSHIP THERE,,

BUT EACH DAY I BLAME HER..

GIVES ME AN APOLOGY...

EACH DAY I THANK  GOD..

FOR GIVING ME A SISTER LIKE HER  .





TO MA SISTER

The boy tired of life,
See how hard he tried.
He need Somebody to lean.

Here she is….

That eyes remind me of the half moon.
Those hair complete the roots of the Eden trees.
If she smiles, the stars hide of jealous.

Tired he is , thus she gave her shoulder to lean.
Not the tired boy anymore, thus she made him her
Man.

I heard nobody in the universe..
Claiming anything that hurts..
More than the labour pain…
Ever heard her complaining ?

How many times you kicked
Even from the womb..
Hurts her with your temper
Ever heard her complaining ?

You always blamed her for
The best sustenance..
Which is way more for you apetite.
Ever heard her complaing ?

Everytime you fall in that cage
That you digged by own mistake.
She let hurt herself to hold your hand
Ever heard her complaing ?

You will stand your own
You will live your life
You will see your success

Remember who hold your hand
Remember who gave you the Beautiful life
Remember who stood for you at your worst

I heard nobody in this universe
Heard a mothers complaint.
Cause she really cares ♥️

“Yet this soul is in deep despair
Caught in the chaos” - Bayaan

We all may have gone through a state which our soul collapse to lonesome. Our heart stop listening to our guts. Where our eyes dampens unruly. We do what we never desire. Where we self retribute.
Ever felt yourself in the chaos..?
Wishing someone come out to ameliorate you.
Those chaos made by the damages in you, cant be healed by an outsider. Only you and your soul in the front line combact, toss out the gloom, Mount out the misery, cure the soul.
Thus you break out the chaos.

Hey you naive,
More to learn.
How you behave.
Is yet to earn.

Run you run hard.
Let your toes up.
Looking back is hard.
It never level you up.

You’ll finish one day
thus the mob will say.
The scratches she owned.
The scratches she earned.

Hey you brave.
No more to learn.
Well you behave.
It’s  earned..

the test of life...


not the test of our knowledge

You will taste failure along your life, son . The only words of pacification you are gonna get is  “Something best is waiting for you” . Dont take it. Nothing is waiting for you until you fight for it. Ill say you should fight for it. You should prepare for the WORST to taste the BEST.

Its you who knows you better.
Who talks from your back, They know nothing .
For them you got nothing to prove.
But for you,there is a lot.
                                                        Live for yourself.

You have no idea that how much i love you.
You have no idea how much i miss you.
Like I feel like im not giving you much,
Still you give me the best.

I love you . The love of my life.
See , nobody could take you away.
Me who never asked much.
But you who gave your best🤍.

Give me another life to pay you back.
Yet you will be on top of that.

No matter, if the world is against me.i know you will be my side.

I love you shaika.🤍

In love again dear?
You’ll never learn I fear.

Still,I can see the wound
That hurts you beyond.
Stitches here and there
Sure you are unaware.

In love again dear?
You’ll never learn I fear.

Gain your own strength..
Those Assembled wont last…

Ooh girlll..
You stole my heart.
You made it melt.
So , keep it safe,
Cause its you in it.🫶🏻🫀

It beats when i think about you,
Yeah it beats all the time.
The day I stop thinking about you,
It will be end of my time.

I never feel like broken,
Cause its you inside.
Who can heal me, hold me,
You never Gonna let me fall.

How can i stop loving you,
Cause i wake up thinking about you,
I go to sleep thinking about you,
I push my all day thinking about you.

How can i stop loving you,
How can i stop thinking about you,
If you are gonna leave,take that heart with you.
Cause i dont want anyone to be in there.

Its you , only you❤️🌍

Luckily I found you ,
Here we have eachother.🌍
Far away in another world,🌏
Iam still searching for you.🥺

I wish i could help him.
I tried. I sent him help.
“Your heart will beat faster ,💓
When she is around”, I said.

“You will feel the bliss✨
When she Pass by.👩🏻
Try even more
You’ll find her”.🫶🏻

In this infinite universe…🪐
It’s just me and you ,👩🏻👨🏻
That I want forever❤️‍🩹
Just me and you.

The one thing no one can prove wrong is

I LOVE YOU IN EVERY UNIVERSE🫶🏻🪐

It starts with  a “FAITH” for good,
And ends with a “FATE” for better.

None of your past will define your future.
None of your enemies will stay same.
None of your good deeds will justify your fault.

Nothing is permenent.
Rewrite the life ahead.

Ever searched for treasures?.
That have an infinite value,
Thats all above what can measured.

Some treasures cant be found.
Some cant be owned.

What in our life which is outnumbered,
Those treasures who appeared.
Those who lives in our core unrequested.
Those FRIENDS who never disappeared.

I named them
The Living Treasures🤌🏻

when i see an beauty on web screen
i thought that be her friend
i need to enter the web screen
i need to include my details
its me MuFfI ZaIN

What is it dear?, You look drained. Its you who hold us up all the time. Whats gonna happen if your sibs saw you like this.

Im okay Maa…You do know right ? .You do know that Im not okay, dont you ?.

You do share your happiness with us. Never heard you share your pain. Others may not notice that. I am your mother, son. We do understands our bloods, Better than anyone else.

I know that you know. It’s not like before. I can’t hold it Maa. I feel like Im not the old me anymore. Something is missing💔. I loss what truly Iam. It’s too far to catch up.

You made our unfeasible possible, you made your younger ones think that they need to do better, you showed your father what  family means, you made our pain vanish. Its all you and your traits that hold us,  son. Traits are quite fikle. Retrieve from where you dropped it. It’s Never too far son, Never too far….….

How’s life.??
Tired, I said.
Never saw you like this before…!
Im not like before, I said.

What pushed you so hard.??
Decisions, I said.
Never saw you made a wrong one..!
Im not like before, I repeated.

Will you alone sustain.??
Iam still alive, I said.
The one I knew is fragile..!
Im not like before, I concluded.

He chose to laugh with them,
Not to laugh at them.

Thus he is Loved.

Why this wait though
You waited enough like nobody do.

End of the day , its only you left.
So better pack it up and move

Its now or never

I dont wanna learn from my mistakes,
I wanna learn not to make any.

Leaves by leaves,
They try to vanish…
Leaves by leaves
You will be vanished.

They see the tracks,
Cause your branches are left.
Branches by branches,
They will vanish you.

Still tracks are left
They saw the trunk.
The fire was lit.
Flames that vanished you.

Over. They think its over.
What left is your Roots
The next rain ,
Which brings you back.

The roots they never vanish

What is it ?
Precious, isnt it ?
Lets say her gaze can conquer the whole world.
Can you see it ?
Stunning, isnt it ?
Lets say her grin can attract the whole crowd.

Let her walk through the isle.
See those waves, looks like kneeling.
See the alleyway she walking.
Nothing comes between her.
Wind took care of’em.

Nothing will stop her.
She got a tremendous desire
She have an enormous intend.
As far she is ready for it.

She will do the impossible.
She will reach the top.
She will beat the immortal.
she will chain the witlessness.

It's my heart,
Which made her morning so soccery

It's my eyes
Which she afraid most...her sins are so hidden

It's my ears
Which trust her words not obviously

It's my hand ,
,hold her tightly,even don't knowing she need a rescue
It's my face

That she feds up ...but I didn't know that

It's me
Recently victims the silent betrayal

She is with her friend. Her friend is being Garrulous about something she heard that day.


Hey listen. her friend said
What ? . She replied.

Do you know something?. Her friend asked
Do I need to know ? She replied.

Yes yes. You do know “X” right. He just break up with “Y”.
Her friend said.
So ? . She replied.

I came to know that “Y” had another affair at Same time. Her friend said.
So ?. She replied.

I’m just thinking how “Y” could do like that .Eww . Her friend said.
Do what. Did you see “Y” engaged in other affair?. She asked.

Some other Do saw. Of course. Her friend replied
Did YOU see ? .She asked

No. Her friend replied.
So I’m not concerned about it anymore. She said.

-That’s how wiser ones leaves the room just with SO? -

How far she will go….
Hope that she will let it go..

Do you Think so..
You are wrong,
Wrong that you let her go,,
Wrong that you break your words.

Look at her,
Where she is now.
At the very shore which
Together you two planned to go.

Your Words were cheesy ,
“Will catch the moon for you!”?
She reachs the moon for you.
You said you are stuck in those stars.

You made excuses,
Which you know is a lie.
She made her mind,
If she live, she lives with you.

Can she, who knows,
She never broke her words,
She stand alone on that shore.
She only got the moon beside her,
Thus she forget to make an excuse.

Fighting for what. Fighting for her love🤍

MANY OF THEM SAYS,,

ITS SO HOT,,

BUT I COUDNT FEEL,,
THAT MUCH HOT,,

THE SUN NEVER HEAT...
OUR SKINS WERE HEATEN...

GET IN ,,,,
IF THAT IS DIFFICULT..
STOP BLAMING,,

ITS SUMMER,,,
PART OF OUR LIFE

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Hey.
Dont you remember?
They turned their back at you.
How soft is your heart?
Let me see. If the scars are there.

Dont you feel the pain?
They throwed the guilt on you.
How vast is your patience?
Let me see . If the scars are there.

Dont you learn?
They put you in the hell for nothing.
How far will you sacrifice your life?
Let me see. If the scars are there.

See for yourself.
All of the scars remains.
I think more is to come.
You didn’t do the same as them.
That makes you different.

Let me tell you something.
Its been a long ,
Iam having that dream.
Dream that I found the one.

Let me tell you how she looks.
The eyes, which completes the grace.
I wish I could succumb for her,
So I can see her all day.

Let me tell you how she sounds.
She talks, her words can heal.
I wish I could hurt myself,
So I can find peace in her words.

Let me tell you about her posture.
Kind she is , thus she spread love.
Empathetic She got, so she serve good.
Its the breif Iam telling you.

Dreams come true sometimes,
Even more beautiful it offers.
No one can give those feelings.
The moment you found the one.

Is it the same ?
The same dream you had before.
The one which you wanted more likely to happen,
Being a proud kid.

You tried?
Let me help you.
Have you tried your best ? ,
As best ,so there is nothing to do more.

You failed ?
Did you failed alone ?
Nah, there are more who failed far better.
You aint failed “good”.

You tired ..?
See.. you Didnt even begin your journey.
Lets look back kid.
See, you can still see your kickoff..

Do one thing,
Start from where you stopped.
You will stop again,
Start again, again, again, again, again.

What !!!?
Dont you dare to stop until you fail better.
As better, so you will not stop again.
As better, that you will not see your kickoff.
As better, that you become “The proud kid”.

No one will know.
They will never know.
You, you can search deep,
I bet you will never know.

The pain will fade,
The scars remains.
The scars in deep.
Deeper than it looks.

What comes out,
The exotic trait.
Nobody will find out
His inner state.

Search deep and deep and deep.
Youll never know.
Let him shout. Let him stress down.
Let him talk. You will listen.
THEN YOU WILL KNOW.

Been long in this Rat race.
Seen worse, I couldn’t face.
Keen you searched for the lost….

Was never far
Was never lost
You searched what in front.
You forget what left in back.

Someone said” Turn back”.

Repent🤍

//ഹംസ ഹാജി, പെരിയോട്ട് മൂസ സാഹിബിന് കൊടുത്ത     ഉപദേശം//

നിന്നോട്ന്നായിറ്റ് പറയിന്നെയാന്ന് ബിചാരിച്ചേക്കല്ല മൂസെ. പൊതുവേ ഇള്ള ഒരു കാര്യാന്ന്. നമ്മള് നമ്മളെ മക്കളോട് പെരുമാറിന്നെ രീതി പോലെ ഇരിക്കു ഓറ് നമ്മക്ക് തെര്ന്ന മര്യാദി. അറിഞ്ഞാ.

നിന്റെ ഉമ്മറിനെയു നിദാനെയും അൻക്ക് നന്നായിറ്റ് അറിയാ. നീ ഒന്ന് താഴെ വീണാ നിന്റെ കൈ പുടിക്കാൻ ഓർ ഇണ്ടാവും. അത് നിന്റെ കൊണൊ കൊണ്ട് അല്ല. അത് ഓർക്ക് നിന്നോട് ഒര് ഉപ്പാന്നിള്ളെ സ്നേഹം ഇള്ളെ കൊണ്ട് മാത്രം ആന്ന്.

താഴെ വീണാ പിടിച്ച് എണീപ്പിക്കിന്നെയല്ല , നമ്മളെ താഴെ വീഴാതെ നോക്കിന്നെ മക്കളാണ് ദുനിയാവില് കിട്ടിന്നെ ബെല്യെ ബാഗ്യം.

മനസ്സിലാന്നിണ്ടാ മൂസെ നിൻക്ക്.
ഇതേ പോലെ ഹിറ്റ്ലർ കളിച്ച് മുമ്പോട്ട് പോവാനാന്ന്  ഉദ്ദേശങ്കില് നിന്നെ പുട്ച്ച് താഴെ ഇടാനും ഇതേ മക്കള് തന്നെ മതി. അറിഞ്ഞാ.

Where did i found her?…..
It was dark over there,
Really dark that I couldnt see forward.
I stuck over there for days, months, years…….

I became the darker, than the dark.
I lost the hope at some point.
What can i do..??
i cant be the light for myself..

Where did i found her ???)
It was that place more deeper .
Which I accidently reached.
I found that little light

When i reached out there,
I saw her. She shine like a star.
Moon i would say. Yeah moon.
She is there far more than me.

I wonder why dont she use that light of her,
To get out from this pit.
No she dont want to.
Luckily i found her.

I hold her hand,
I told her . I need help, i need you.
She asked: what if I leave her when im out?
                    What if I Ieave her outside.?

What can i say. How can i leave her. She doesnt know that im gonna hold her forever. Outside the pit. The places with dark . Hand to hand we will survive. She will know how bright she shine. Ill tell the world how big she is. If this world dont deserve her. Ill take her to the next universe. Where she will live like a queen.. she is a queen.❤️‍🩹


The moon is beautiful. Isn’t it.

RESPECT IS NOT EARNED BY *******
ITS EARNED BY LOVE ❤️

🇺🇸 : DON’T ARGUE.

Us : മതി കൊണച്ചത്

കഷ്ടപ്പെട്ട് പഠിച്ച സർട്ടിഫിക്കേറ്റ് കൊണ്ടന്നെ ഉമ്മ ഞാൻ ഇൻറർവ്യൂക്ക് പോയേ. അല്ലാണ്ട് ഓൻറെ സകാത്ത് മേങ്ങാനല്ല. ഓൻ അന്നോടാന്ന് മോശായിറ്റ് പെരുമാറിയെ. ഞാൻ എന്നിന് മുണ്ടാതെ നിക്ക്ന്നെ. പൊറ്ത്ത് അറിഞ്ഞാ അൻക്ക് എന്ത് ബുദ്ധിമുട്ട്ന്ന് നിങ്ങൊ പറീന്നെ..?
ഇങ്ങനെ ചിന്തിക്കിന്നെ രക്ഷിതാക്കൾ ഇള്ളോണ്ടാന്ന് ഓൻറെ ഇര ആന്ന പാവം പെണ്ണുള്ളൊ ഒന്നും മുണ്ടാണ്ട് നിക്കിന്നെ, ഓനെ പോൽത്തെ ആൾക്കാർ ഒര് കുൾപ്പും ഇല്ലാണ്ട് നിക്കിന്നെ  . ഈ നിദാനെ അയ്ന് കിട്ടേല.
നിങ്ങൊ എന്ത് പറ്ഞ്ഞിട്ടു കാര്യൊ ഇല്ല . ഞാൻ ഇത് ഉമ്മർനോടും ഇബ്രുച്ചാനോടും പറയും..

ശെരിക്കു ഇള്ള ആണ് പുള്ളറെ ചൂട് ഓൻ അറിയട്ട്..

( Words of നിദ ഫരീൻ from the upcoming story “ കാണാം” )