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 Jun 2019 Kayla Gallant
Jay M
Always
 Jun 2019 Kayla Gallant
Jay M
Push me
Slap me
Kick me
Throw me out
Punch me
Scratch me
Beat me
Stone me
Hang me
Frame me
Torture me
Make me bleed
**** me
But still
I will always
Always
Love you...

No matter the pain
You put me through
For some reason
I won't stop
Loving you
Defending you
With all my might
With every fiber
Of my being
I will fight for you
Until I am so broken
I know not a single reason
But to fight

Even so
Is this good?
Am I still me?
Or am I a machine?
For I have no feelings
I am numb
Only wanting to stay
And fight
For the ones close to me
Yet I feel nothing
But boundless pain...

So tell me;
What is my fate?

- Jay M
June 9th, 2019
 Jun 2019 Kayla Gallant
Jay M
Here one lies
Stomach aching
Throbbing
Unknown reasons
Trying to sleep,
She grabs the sheets
Pulls them over her head
And hides
From the world
And it's cruel, cruel truth

So I say
"Make me feel better"
To my mother
She kisses my head
Tries to ease me
Yet all she can do
Is give me a pill
And wait

So I say
"Make me feel better"
To myself
Only, I reply;
"Never,"
"For you shall never be."

Here I lay
Aching in my stomach
And other little common things
But still
No matter how much medicine I take
That's not all the pain I feel
And none of it goes away.

- Jay M
June 7th, 2019
Your lips are
a bright sky
of dreams.

I can see brilliant
attractions in every
seamless shape.
This poetry has stolen
my soul.  Every time
I write, I can feel a part
of me seeping inside the
pages of each written diction.
I am becoming a poet living
within inner worlds,
embracing the seas
of other lands,
feeling the magic
illuminate inside
my existence, the
rhythm of the pen
in my hands an incandescent
depiction of brilliant depths.
From the first time I saw you
The earth stopped spinning
Gravity seized to work
My heart skipped several hearts with every step you took
The sound of your voice muted everything around me
A glance in my direction was enough to paralyze me
I felt like a child that had seen the stars for the first time
I fell for you even before I knew your name

But .. I fell alone .
Now you are a scar on my shattered heart
A reminder of the day I made my first mistake
The one mistake that will always remind me that you had a special place in my heart
A reminder that the special place in my heart was just a lay by on your Life long trip

I fell for you
But I fell right through you
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