Been walking in my own footsteps
Goin round and round in connecting little loops
I always find myself back where u began
I always find myself looking for the landmark that will help me find my way
A sign
A reason to change my direction
But you not there
You moved off my path
You left me to wonder aimlessly
I can't be enraged cause I pushed you away
I moved you from the path
Can't blame you
I blame me
I blame me for giving up
Now I find myself lost in my own ways
With no direction
With no hope
Just darkness and a recording of your voice

What if I have been searching
For the one being that completes me
What if I Waiting for the very beginning
With visions of cherishing it for the rest of my life  
What if I been Thinging of saying I do
With dreams of growing old together
Dreaming about all the adventures we come enjoy
The moments we will share as we grow old
Bringing us absolute joy
Planning the legacy we will leave behind
The wealth for our children to enjoy

What if I have been searching
For that I had and didn't appreciate
Could it be I have lost purpose in life without you
What If it was always you
And I stupidly let you go

We may be a million miles apart but i feel like we holdin hands
We may not talk all the time but your voice is always ringing in my ears
We may not have many moments , but every single one we have i cherish
It might be a year since i last saw you in person , but i see you  every night wen i dream
I may not be next to you right now
But my soul is whereever you are

I always thought
Till death
we will never part

I guess
The day we broke up
Is the day
I died on the inside

I never fell out of love with you
I still can’t imagine a life without you
I just can’t stand a life knowing someone else is with you
A life knowing that someone else is happy with you
Knowing that the reason someone else is smiling is you

I never fell out of love with you
But I realized that I need to do what’s best for you
I let us end so that a future could blossom for you
A life filled with a little sorrow just for happiness to be abandoned for you

I Will forever love you
And if true love means sacrifice then I sacrifice it all for you

You hang them on the walls
The walls you put up to block people out
An endless number of entries and you still adding names
You like to show them off and shine them
Each having a different story
Almost like you a story writer and they just characters in your life long story
But I won’t be another number
Another statistic on your rep sheet
You will not add my name to your book
I will not allow myself to be placed on your wall
Polished and displayed for your viewing pleasure
I will run , flee from your grasp
I am not looking back this time
I am running into the sunset and vanish into the horizon
So find another
Cause this specimen will not hang on your walls

one last chance is all I need
One last chance to hold your hand
To smell your hair as you rest your head on my chest
One last chance to have a conversation that’s goin nowhere
A chance to hear your voice calling out my name
One more opportunity to look into your eyes and see our future
All I want is a chance to say I love you
To run through the fields in the middle of nowhere
Sit under An isolated tree and enjoy the view .
One last chance to feel loved and human again