Oh this pain you left me
I can't stand to have this on my shoulders
Day in day out you stay in the back of my mind

You just stay there haunting me
All you are to me is a nightmare
But I'm fully awake
Leave me be let me move on

You never loved me at all
It's plane and clear
Your talk was so cheap
You meant not a single word to be true

I truly fell so painfully in love with you
It's plane and clear
My talk was never cheap
You meant every single thing to me

You just stay they haunting me
All you are to me is a nightmare
But I'm fully awake
Leave me be let me move on

It's so plane and simple
You are gone gone forever
I realize that but can't comprehend it
I have this chance to move on

This chance I'm given
I see her plane and clear
So tell me why you still haunt me
Go away never come back

You just stay they haunting me
All you are to me is a nightmare
But I'm fully awake
Leave me be let me move on

One word four letters
It means so much to me inside and out
A word I will never throw at anyone
If I whisper it in your ear take it to heart

In my life I've only said it twice
First was just thrown out and thrown away
Something I'll never do ever again
Second was pure truth in and out

She has wanted to tell me for some time
Yet I knew it was three words
Three beautiful words as beautiful as the one saying them
Yet I was so frighten to tell her first

Days fall
Nights rise
I knew this four letter word was growing
Waiting to be announced

In my life I've only said it twice
First was just thrown out and thrown away
Something I'll never do ever again
Second was pure truth in and out

Days rise
Nights fall
Today she knew it was the day
To announce these beautiful words

I love you
I saw those three words light up my phone
Just like in an instant it lit up my whole world
I love you too

In my life I've only said it twice
First was just thrown out and thrown away
Something I'll never do ever again
Second was pure truth in and out

To that day I've learned this four letter word
It's power can break the strongest person
Break them down to mere tears
Love such a tragic and passionate thing

In my life I've only said it twice
First was just thrown out and thrown away
Something I'll never do ever again
Second was pure truth in and out

To this day it is set to a one and only
After even a tragic end of hearing it
I crave to hear her whisper it to me again
I love no other as my one and only

I'm my life I've only said it twice
First was just thrown out and thrown away
Something I'll never do ever again
Second was pure truth in and out

Why please tell me why
I fell two thousand story's for you
You caught me, and dropped me
But yet I'm still falling fast

My reality is such a baffling one
One day I can be happier than ever
Another spiraling down an endless pit
I'm so done with this pain so tired

Walk away just do it
I can not move
So It seem I'm frozen in memories off the past
Never to thaw to a new future

Try again and again no luck
I've been stuck here for to long
Please break the ice that silhouettes my body
Set my mind and heart free

My reality is such a baffling one
One day I can be happier than ever
Another spiraling down an endless pit
I'm so done with this pain so tired

What was your reaction to my statement
"I can't be friends with someone I'm in love with"
Was it a chill to your spine
Was it not a single phase of heart

Can you just walk away from me
Then to just come back to my life a year later
Not to expect a vast amount of confusion
I'm sure all you want is a friendship

My reality is such a baffling one
One day I can be happier than ever
Another spiraling down an endless pit
I'm so some with this pain so tired

I can't be friends with someone I'm in love with
I'll not be apart of a one sided love
Still I cannot walk away with not a single tear in my eye
Tell me now how can I drop this all

My reality is such a baffling one
One day I can be happier than ever
Another spiraling down an endless pit
I'm so some with this pain so tired

How many sleepless nights is it gonna take
I'm so tired of going to sleep in tears
You tears me to pieces
I'm so falling, still falling for you

Each one of my tears like a bullet
Are you the one beginning the trigger
Please stop I can't take this
Someone please save my broken heart

Depression
Such a deafening work
You don't hear me anymore
You'll never know I still love you deeply

Happiness
Such a sweet little thing
I can't even taste it anymore
You'll never know I still love you deeply

Each one of my tears like a bullet
Are you the one beginning the trigger
Please stop I can't take this
Someone please save my broken heart

Through these sleepless nights
All that comes to mind is
All the sweet memories we have
I just torture myself with these

Do you have sleepless nights
Just laying there think of our sweet memories
Oh how much I doubt that
Oh how I will deny these doubt

Each one of my tears like a bullet
Are you the one beginning the trigger
Please stop I can't take this
Someone please save my broken heart

It's been there deep inside
Silence
Out of site out of mind
Waiting to burst

Always end up in my thoughts
I want to live with out this suffering
Your presence in my mind suffocates me
Creeps up only in the night like a wolf

Throw away all this we shared
All I can do is forget
I never want to forget you
You will always forget me

Save me I'm pleading
Somebody rescue my weak and torn heart
Mend it please stitch it back together
Want to know how it feels again

Always end up in my thoughts
I want to live with out this suffering
Your presence in my mind suffocates me
Creeps up only in the night like a wolf

These thousand memories of you and I
What do I do with them all
I don't even cross your mind at all do I
I'm left with all the heavy burdens on my shoulders

Wake me up wake me up
I'm tired of this nightmare of what I lost
I should never soak of this
But I can't escape it at all

Always end up in my thoughts
I want to live with out this suffering
Your presence in my mind suffocates me
Creeps up only in the night like a wolf

Happiness what is that even
I can't remember what it feels like
True happiness
Please come back to me

I tried so hard to keep hold
I held it to tight
You couldn't even breath
I tried way to hard to keep hold

Now it's all over and done
What am I to do now but suffer

Always end up in my thoughts
I want to live with out this suffering
Your presence in my mind suffocates me
Creeps up only in the night like a wolf

I'm falling fast oh so fast
Please catch me my dear
I just need you to catch me
Cuz I'll catch you if you fall

Day to night I well fall more and more for you
You are the closest thing to heaven
Be my heaven
I'll be your heaven

Walk with me as we hold hands
Just feeling your touch makes me feel like I'm flying
Come fly with me
This world it's so big fly it with me

Your smile can light my darkest of night
Your words mean a million to me
I just have to witness that's smile to make my day
I just hasn't to hear your voice to make me smile

Day to night I well fall more and more for you
You are the closest thing to heaven
Be my heaven
I'll be your heaven

So much pain consists in my heart and soul
I've had to bare so much in such a short time
I want you to make it all disappear
You can make it all disappear

Make me worth the fight
Don't give up on this on us
Because I won't falter
I can make us worth it in the end

Waiting it's such a tragic thing
In the end will it all be worth it
I can never know till the ends comes
Don't let the end come, hold tight

These days are one in the same
I'm so tired
I just need to be by your side
I'm so set on you

Make me worth the fight
Don't give up on this on us
Because I won't falter
I can make us worth it in the end

Words so many words to put together
Just to explain my thoughts and feelings to you
You will be everything to me
I want to be everything to you in the end

Smile my dear just smile for me
All I want is that smile of yours
I see you there in such elegance
One smile causes my heart to melt

Make me worth the fight
Don't give up on this on us
Because I won't falter
I can make us worth it in the end

In the end I will wait
In the end we will be us