I yearn to
liberate your spirit
and help you
discover a side
of yourself
you never knew
existed

I loved you once
I love you still
You possess a piece of my heart
that can never be filled
But betrayal is betrayal,
nonetheless
So goodbye my heart, my happiness

That night
we were supposed to say goodbye
but instead you got drunk
and I got high

It's just hard
to accept the loss
because
I can still picture us
dancing
at our wedding

All I wanted was to exist in his world
Even if it was only for a moment

I am not of a sweet nature,
in truth,
I deserve the nightmares

Even though
you didn't care
to see me
I was content
with knowing
we were at least
under the same sky