I loved you once
I love you still
You possess a piece of my heart
that can never be filled
But betrayal is betrayal,
nonetheless
So goodbye my heart, my happiness

I yearn to
liberate your spirit
and help you
discover a side
of yourself
you never knew
existed

It's just hard
to accept the loss
because
I can still picture us
dancing
at our wedding

That night
we were supposed to say goodbye
but instead you got drunk
and I got high

All I wanted was to exist in his world
Even if it was only for a moment

I am not of a sweet nature,
in truth,
I deserve the nightmares

Even though
you didn't care
to see me
I was content
with knowing
we were at least
under the same sky