Every laugh
Is another tear
Every smile
Begins another heart break
Every memory
Is a new nightmare
It’s you who haunts my dreams
Every “I love you”
Is just the ammo
For the gun pointing at my heart
And it’s you behind it, holding the trigger
With a big
BANG
You’re still saying “I love you”
You’re still without cuddles
You’re still head over heels,
For another girl
You shot me dead
So you could move on
These memories you gave me
Are now wounds on my skin
Every “I love you” that you say to her
Is you pushing the knife deeper into my skin
Wanting and needing to hurt me
She hates me
So, by default
So do you
Take back the smiles
Take back the laughter
Take back all the memories
All they do is leave me to die.
But I still think of when
You held me tight
And kissed the tear that had streamed down
Told me
You’ll always love me
Never let me go
Well now,
It’s tome for me to go.