I feel hurt
And guilty
So I'm a victim ?
Or a villian ?
Push it down
And get over it
The worry's
Not worth it
But I'm scared
What if it matters
And I'll just let it fall
Like dominoes
A lot of times I am overthinking small things and twisting them into something they are not, but it's not just me being dramatic, it's me being scared of being left by the people I love the most and it being my fault.This not only causes a lot of anxiety for me but to push down a lot of stuff, that's upsetting me in effort not feel that anxiety...and the more I pushed down...the more I feel I can erupt and breakdown...All of this, is circle I'll probably eventually break, but it won't be easy to forget what caused all of this in the first place...