What could have been
Would never happen
I smile at day dreams
While the sky keeps laughing blue

Even if you're making someone else happy, you should still be happy yourself.

You made me want to live in a place I didn't like living
*And for that I owe you dearly

I've got nothing to make me feel better.

Scars fade
Pain *doesn't.

I don't like apologies for the same reason I don't like promises.
*They ain't **** but air and sound

I can't begin to explain
And I wouldn't know how to end it
Hearts, boy, if I could read them
I'd really admire true beauty.
But unfortunately,
I cannot.
So, sometimes I've got to be gullible
And may mistake a few things
Truth is,
I'm beginning to think I'm just not relationship material point, blank, p-p-period.

You left me so confused
I can only front that I'm okay
I'm doing fine
My mind is just killing me
Granted, I'm slowly emptying it out on this page
My hands can only move so fast
My mind can only thread my words together to last
But words can only do so much when it comes to understanding
I'm too grounded, and my eyes can only dream when they're wide open
My eyes feel so tired of opening
My heart hurts beating
I feel way more comfortable if not breathing
Why can't I just get my limbs moving?
I think she was right
And I was too

No one person is completely one way
Just like life isn't one way.

Yes, I had a problem with Rose
It was my favorite flower
I think about us constantly, should get paid by the hour
I questioned whether or not to do this in prose

There is no 'us' I'll admit
I focused on all the past ****
Now I'm on a hit list
My disease is greater than me, I submit

Man, you split lol
I loved your charm
I didn't see any harm
But now I can call it quits

Why is it crazy to do anything?
How is it crazy to have stabbing feelings that kindly ****?
I prayed to whatever's out there, I'm too weak willed.
It would be insane(!) to not do a thing

With this moment I bring
The last of my remains
Flashbacks give me something to gain
Goodbye, this is the ending

My love is in spite
I didn't want this, right?
I had to let go of my kite
It wasn't doing me right
With you, everything happened at first sight
Everything you said were such dead trites
Should I even trust my eyesight?
I knew you were a lie
Just unsure of our measure of time
You were so sour, like lemons and limes
But what's happened happened
Whatever tears that's fallen has been washed away in rain
I bet I'd have that power if I had the patience of a crane
I'm discussing the matters of my brain
Forcing my body to sit on the crossroads for the next train
Aren't my emotions such a drain.
I wish the good in my heart was larger than a piece of grain
But, Pain,
Let the voices that's lain
Lose this little ferocious game
I'd give everything to be able to only forget my name
And everything society has ingrained

The higher prices go
The lower morals go
The more criminals with badges that get away
Is the price of a black life my people are forced to pay
The more I see of woe
The more I think I should go
I cannot understand you people
Is the only game you've learned is ignorant blame?
I know nothing is the same
It never is
History is the past
You shouldn't relive

I will help you not sit and listen.
I'll throw you out the party so you won't hear me ***** and moan**.

Made a poem about sunglasses
Has a lot of shade

Ya know, I have so many girls, and so many guys fawning over me
And you want to know why I still willingly choose you
And the reasons why are **** near unexplainable, but I will at least try to do it this one time
I like the way you read my mind
The way you read my heart is even better
I'm sure if you had the time you'd read every single page of me
And you still want me to explain why
Why do I find you beautiful?
And perfect
It's because you challenge me when I need it and mended my crumpled heart
And it is the way you'll give in to me and read your heart to me on freshly written pages
And...it is...
Because,
I am so happy you think of me as beyond beautiful
And not the **** guys get from my lips
Or the **** girls get from the stare of my eyes
Or the crease of my smile
And I am happy because you find my shadow **** and my smile as your happiness
P. S. This might not be the sweetest thing you'll hear.

"I could lie, and tell you the world is perfect."
But it's really the people not worth it
That destroyed the earth that was beautifully imperfect.

Just love isn't enough to make things work.

Isolation

She said she wanted to drink me like wine
Make my legs shake so fine
And make her tongue do a replay then rewind
And her previous words came to my mind
"I will make you mine."
She smiles just at that time.

You were only shown pain
Don't give yourself pain.

My life is the sky
The ground is my death
To all the Gods people do or don't pray to
Wonder which one will be there after that last breath
All we can do is try
But really our life is in the sky

Isn't it a waste
A contradiction
That the helpless are begging

Love,
A mysterious dementia
It's scary how it's something I need
Cause, what does it do?
It doesn't help me to live
Then why do I need it so bad?
It's a personal reason really
I need it to stay human inside

Walk like you own the world
*Act like your spit doesn't deserve to hit their graves.

Look inside
My sanity is splitting like hacked up wood
I cannot hide
All my woes, they have control
I can't wade the tide
My well's too dry to cry
Where is my pride?
The same place I got discouraged
So guilty I lied
I did warn before due time

Sell your soul if you want to
Know that it's gonna haunt you
I'm not gon try to spot you
I'm not gon try to fight you
I'mma let you go through
The biggest mistake you ever knew

How can something so selfish tear me apart?

See don't see
Hear don't hear

I don't think love lies
It's people's mouth and people's eyes
That makes these things up that hurts inside
No one is a gift anymore
True love between two exists nevermore

Julia,
Julia,
Julia,
I was confused
About us
First off,
I didn't love you
And second off, I hope you're so happy
Cause you finally did what I asked you to
Even though it hurt me
To lose you

They don't count if you catch them before they fall.

It doesn't make sense to feel all these emotions.

I think I am far more satisfied with my dreams than anything in reality. I am prone with reality.

The same one who swears
Isn't the one who really cares
But at least you can count on their words being there
Even if they were never here

My heart is cold steel
*Is it worth the will?

Never have these words spilled from my mouth
“I know everything."
I never thought I knew everything either
Cause my fellow person,
Riddle me this,
If I knew everything what the **** would I need from you?
What the **** would I need with you?
****. That's what. I would need ****.
Cause that would mean I have all the cards
And know how to play them.

Never about where
It's all about the *who

I think I get it now.

Making someone feel regret may be a better revenge.

How can I trust someone who takes all my money and barely gets the things I really need
How can I trust someone who constantly lies to my face
How can I trust someone who puts themselves before their kid
How can I trust someone like you?

Just like some words...
It's disturbing, yet interesting...

You ain't in love
You haven't changed for ****

I'll never know why me trying to make myself happy will ever be selfish.

I'm never what I seem
Forever just a dream

Nobody said the person you love had to be seemingly perfect.

Still,
After all this time
Not enough of us has realized
How to stop the world from rotting