The hardest part of this is that I always think to myself of how I'm supposed to replace someone who treated me like no one else ever has. Then I remind myself that it was all a lie and I have to try and pull through.
If anything I'm angry, just plain angry. I want to kick and scream but I smile, I want to break down but I calmly breath, die but I have reasons to live. I look strong but believe me I'm angry just plain angry.