I have always been a hypocrite to be truthful, but everyone has, that is the good thing about learning from your regrets and learning from our history/ancestors/other people's choices. If we never learn from our regrets and try to get the younger generations to understand that and change we will never get better as a species. All I keep seeing is that we're copying so many of the wrong things. I can see it's effecting everything. I'm not claiming to be a human making perfect choices, but dang. Sometimes the choices we make make our lives come off unfairly.

I'm just simply getting a better understanding of choices.

People underestimate their gut. I won't anymore.

Inspired by my morning chill session

Pt 2.

I have so few choices to choose from. My mild scoliosis effects everything. I can't walk for more than 15 max, can't sit down 15max without the most painful numbing feeling from the waist down, and I can't stand up for more than ten minutes without pain. ****, finding a career for myself in the long run is going to be hard. Smh. I am really considering being a mail woman, only thing I can think of that won't bug me.

I learned something. Back then, I could have sworn I would have seen it within a mile. Now I am cautious, with a tedious smile. That kind of character has my mouth full of bile and my mind's written you off as vile.



It takes more than love to make a relationship work. It takes hard times to strengthen the bond. Believe me, I'm not getting into a relationship with anyone till I'm ready and I'm not goin into **** with someone if I see red flags like so many idiots do.

As for the last line, I feel what it means but I couldn't explain it to you.