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Brother Jimmy Jan 2017
I feel you watching me
I know you're right there
Just out of view, hiding
Why not just appear?
I look for your ghost
Each turn that I take
Materialize please
For heaven's sake
What are we in for?
Give us a clue!

But you wouldn't if you could
That's exactly like you
Naw, you've gone to heaven, for you it's begun
Or ...you rest till the last day,
and THEN we'll have fun.

Whatever.
... just saying, if you are still near,
Come give me a whisper right here in my ear

Then on with you to the light if that is the way

But maybe leave me a note ??
...in case I pass the same way?

On MY final journey,
I dare not get lost.
I need the real stuff-
Even counting the cost
So ready the tree and the nails for me
Or put in a good word
Cause I want to see
The center
Of joy
In
Its
Truest  
Form

Just hope
That I can
Weather the storm
Brother Jimmy Jan 2017
And now begins
The guideless era
As my guide has departed Terra,
Gone, but surely not forgotten,
He's left...
His form is pale and rotten.
Slack jaw
Reveals the row of teeth
     A row above
          A row beneath
I perceive slight movement in his chest,
But a touch confirms
He's now at rest
His nostrils drawn
His ankles crossed
His hand is limp
And now the cost of sinful man
...is paid in full for this fond friend,
There's no remaining time to spend
At leisure in his kingly presence,
But he's left behind his essence,
And from him we all have gained
A starting wisdom, we were trained
To laugh and cry and live and pray,
To seek truth,
                  to love,
                            and point the way.

Now to Him who is abundantly able,
Receive this servant at your table
Dress him in your softest gowns,
Kingly colors, shining crowns,
With a smile upon his face,
Doused with your amazing grace!
Amen
Brother Jimmy Jan 2017
Now he departs
For the adventure after a lifetime

When he gets home he will see all
The holy men he read about

What a sight to see.

He leaves this winter for good
And enters into eternal Spring

He is smiling
And there will be no more tears from him

While we have them for lack of him...

Where he exists, he will be overwhelmed.

And I believe
Or hope

No, believe

That we will ALL be with him someday
In the eternal
Brother Jimmy Dec 2016
Diggin', delvin'
Such a melvin
Rattling ruins
Boston bruins

Did you get what you wanted?
Did it help with your happiness?
Did it help with those feelings you felt?

Do you feel enlightened?
Does the knowledge feel solid?
Have you started to ...melt?

Does it help with the pain?
Did you get what you wanted?
Are you where you want to be?

Shoveling crud
Dig in the mud
Turning thoughts over
White cliffs of Dover

Fumbling forward
Awaiting the watchword
Dialectic dealings
Headaches and healings

"Did you know when one leg is longer
That it shows - or the likelihood's stronger
That the patient probably had father issues."


...Now hand out the tissues
Brother Jimmy Dec 2016
...


Hang on

Just until this evening

Stay strong

It's not as bad as it seems

        And if you
Focus on the distance
Well, it seems so far away
        But if you
Lower your gaze,
See just the next steps,
You'll make it there someday
        You've got to...


Hang on

Here's where it gets rocky

So hum a song

Don't think about the climb

        'Cause when you
Think about the goal
It seems more
Daunting than it should
        And it's not
Like you haven't
Trained for this,
You've done all that you could
         So just...


Hang on

For just a little longer, just

Hold tight

To those that you can trust

        For we can't
Shoulder every
Burden that we
Come across alone
        It's not like
Anyone can swim
Without first
Sinking like a stone
        So when you're
Drowning in the
Daily sludge, don't
Keep it all inside
        Can't be that
Stubborn man you
Always were, so
**** your stubborn pride
 
        Just reach out...
                Grab the rope...
               
        And *hang on.
Brother Jimmy Dec 2016
My man
I’ve got
To tell
You now

That one
Day you’ll
Be past
This row

Just hold
On tight
And don’t
Believe

The things
They say
They’re so
Naïve

Just try
To keep
Your head
Up high

And don’t
Stop till
You reach
The sky
Brother Jimmy Nov 2016
I'm in it

Wandering

Your silence is deafening

And here I am, floundering.

Now my frequent exhaled "jeez" is the cheesiest

I'm generally meandering - on the path I see as the easiest

My vision is encumbered by the sand in my eyes

My judgement is impaired by my lack of supplies

This time in the desert should beget new perspectives

But instead, nothing's born but new harsh self-invectives

In the silence, tooling a song,

At least the shadows are now growing long,
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