How further will soon be away?
These sleepless nights keep me thinking
How much will be the price to pay?
Just to regain what is missing

I can remember all those nights
When we traveled to other worlds
Dwelling upon the wondrous sights
Inches of emotions unfurled

I miss you so much, it pains me
To think how we are so apart
Much unlike how we used to be,
Together from the very start

It hurts how I can’t do anything
Or at least try to be with you
I really can’t for the time being
But indeed, my feelings are true

I miss you
I really do
And now I lay here thinking,
If you feel the same way too.

-Maru

A year and three months ago
Came the blade that cut
The link of two hearts,
And the link of two souls

We found our way back
We fought our way back
To each other
And rejoiced in our reuniting

But today marks our second parting
The parting that would hurt twice or thrice
Since the link of our hearts came severed
But the link of our souls didn't

And we would remain conscious of each other,
Talking to each other
And we would remember
Everything that we once had.

-05/21/2015

Always have....

                          ....always will?

Why is it that everytime,
Everyday I look at you,
Pain finds its way into my heart
And each time, it breaks me apart.

It is difficult to guard the heart
The heart that wants everything
The heart that wants what it can't have
And the heart stupid enough
To want what hurts it the most.

My heart aches everytime I see you.
What is this?

I can accept the possibility
That there will never be hope for us
Or the possibility
That we were never called an "us"
Because I know that you look at me
*And for me that is enough.

Just give me a reason to love you



                                                     *...and I will.

I promise...
I promise not to think about you again
I promise not to remember any good memories
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀we shared for a moment of time
I promise not to look at our pictures
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀that reminds me of those times
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀where we were genuinely laughing
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀at something so immature
I promise to look for someone
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀who is far from who you are
I promise
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀to forget everything
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀to forget the happiness I've felt
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀to forget the pain you gave
but I also promise
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀to not only forget you
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀but also to thank you
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀for being one of the promises, I came to love