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Aztec Sep 2016
I was destroyed
I was numbed
I was crying
I was holding my phone on my chest waiting for that vibration to act as a electric shock to my heart...
HOPE
I couldn't  eat
I couldn't sleep
I couldn't feel
After that night Everything felt distanced
" But I was so happy" I would tell my self
I would question my beliefs
I would question all the sins i've done
I would cry out "Im sorry" to the people i've hurt unintentionally.
But I realized he was Judas.
My own Judas.
day 3 of my poem series
Aztec Sep 2016
When I saw you again.
My heart was pounding so dam hard
I couldn't breathe, My body was so tense my hands were shaking.
Everything felt like a dream, I couldn't believe it  you were right in front of me.
A year of missing you and having scenarios of seeing you again.
Here you are.
I hugged you without hesitating,
Your warmth
your cologne
your body
All in my arms.
Your voice was music to my ears.
That grin that made me melt.
we shared a laughed one more time
And that kiss at the end made me sure it wasn't a dream.
I got what I wanted but I was selfish and I asked for more.
Day two of my poem series
Aztec Sep 2016
Today marks the day,
The day I grew the courage to speak to you.
The day I got so tired of missing you.
I sended that text at the same time you used to call me
3 A.M.
The amount of relief I felt on my chest ...
The peace that was in me ... I regret not savoring  it as much.
Those 5 minutes of waiting in a more civilized way, with out craving anything not your words or your voice.
Not caring if I was even going to have a chance to see you or kiss you or if this was going to solve anything.
But you called and my peace was gone.
First day of my poem series.
Aztec Sep 2016
9/6
" I wonder if he can taste your name at the tip of my tongue "
- Aztec
Aztec Aug 2016
He was like Judas
He came into my life like a friend  
He came into my life and showed me trust
He gave me everything I needed
He was like Judas and decided it was time
His kiss was his goodbye.
He was like Judas and left me asking why
He was like Judas and that was his beautiful
Goodbye.

- Aztec
It took me a whole year to describe him and I think I nailed it.

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