I know it's hard right now, love but take care of yourself
We just have to make it out of this living Hell.
If you hold on, ill hold on too
We can do this together
Trust me, I do.
I know its tempting to take a walk to the Gates
Of the Spirits, but With you alive and well
We can feel Mississippi again.
Just hold on, hold on the Girl with the Blue Bandana.

just a leaf left
on the pillow next to me
now, a whisper of smoke
vapor tracing your path

out the door
going back to the
limb I stole you from,
the place you must return

I rake my bed for more,
try to make
a place
for you to fall

again, next time.

Is the Flower
You've got to let grow.

John Lennon.

Work.
Work.
Work.
Test.
Test.
Test.
Notes.
Notes.
Notes.




This ******* school makes me want to shoot myself.
Can NOT wait till our little judgment day.

Gone. Their all finally gone.
I've thought and twisted with every turning doubt, how can I die if others care?
And now... their gone.
Only 8 more days till I can see the Devil himself.

i don't get to live life right now.

right now i have to keep all emotions in the back of my mind

right now i don't get to kiss the girl i want to kiss

right now i don't get to love who i want to love

right now i don't get to freely express myself

right now, even though i live in America
    
     i don't live in the land of the free.

     i live in a house full of judgmental Christians
  
     i live in a house that is most definitely not my home

     i live in a house that makes me not want to live at all