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Apollo Jul 2019
I woke up again
In that cold sweat
I told myself it'd get better
But it never does
I forever wake up with these thoughts
Looming there
That make me want to do something
Anything
To just take it all away
Let the thoughts just slip away with me
And never have to think about it again
Apollo Jul 2019
I close my eyes, trying to sleep
Trying to get rest cause I know
I know I need it
But then, as I do
They start creeping in
Closer
Closer
Closer
Till I'm surrounded on all sides
They devour me
Piece by piece
Till I'm nothing
Nothing more than a memory
And shouting in the void
I try again
And again
I tell them
I'm fine
Yeah, I'm sleeping well, just tired from life
But it's really them, creeping
forever closer
Apollo Jul 2019
Tears, crying, a gentle shriek
Trails of blood running down her cheeks
Wants to get away from the abuse
Tried to run but she feels used
Left that place to go to a better
But that one was worse than the other
She tries and tries but fails
To get out of the places of nails
Falling, always falling, never rising
Out of the places that cause bruising
Maybe one day she can
But she doubts that will happen
Cause those places have a tight hold
And she can't seem to feel anything, anything but cold
Apollo Jul 2019
He didn't want to go
Cause it didn't feel like home
He didn't want to stay
Cause this place was safe
Or so he thought
Cause someone caught
Him in their heart
And made him loved
So he fled
One day to be wed
Apollo Jun 2019
They make me smile on the days I don't feel like it
They make me happy when no one else can
They listen to me like nobody does
They make me feel like I am wanted
They love me
They're there for me
And for that, I love them too
Apollo Jun 2019
Roses are red
Violets are blue
Sugar is sweet
And so are you

But the roses are wilted
The violets are dead
The sugar bowl is empty
And my wrists are stained red
AND BEHOLD!! A thing
Apollo Jun 2019
Hello I say when he calls
He turns to me and says, goodbye
I cry because he doesn't want me
Does anyone?
Maybe not, but at least I can try
I'll stay here, when when I don't want to
I'll be a good little girl
Though I don't feel that way
I feel torn and broken
Sad and alone
But here I'll stay
To try to find the day
When I am free and loved
I dunno, but here
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