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Aug 2018 · 191
Sinking
Arina Aug 2018
I thought you would change
Be the person who i could've trusted
Now you know nothing about me

Telling me to this and that
I'm not your worker
I'm your sister

You chose your profession rightfully
Working 11 to 4, never at home
Drowning in a vast ocean
So don't look down at me because i work permanently at home

Where did i go wrong.Dripping liquid
Tell me am i wrong not jumping into the flood

You say money buys everything
Maybe thats why I'm in broken clothes
Wacthing you walk in perfectly nikes

I'm not jealous, I'm dissapionted
Dissatisfied in our relationship
For the ship has sunk into void

But dear brother, I hope one day
you can see the little joys is worth a million
Aug 2018 · 221
Knocking Love
Arina Aug 2018
It's the definition love
Knocked and knocked, for a tousand years

Let me love you today,
Your scars .
Your hurt.
We are more than their motions
For we are the broken.

Yet while they say broken glass can cut too.
But little darling, I say two broken pieces  
Could be mended even more beautiful together.

I don't recall who you are.
But whether I'm stil knocking on love's door,
Or mended by love's golden touch.

But know this sunshine, i will always knock for love
Aug 2018 · 173
Hurricane love
Arina Aug 2018
Hurricane love
Let it shine in me
For it's time to love

Unconditional
Uncontainable

You are a hurricane , untamed
You are fearsome,  swirling winds

You rock my world from it's little box
Break away but back better

You are hurricane love in my eyes
Aug 2018 · 174
Beautiful Addition
Arina Aug 2018
Selfish addict

I wanted everything
Trying to please everyone in glory
I don't wanna be selfish anymore

Let my pride come in the way of love
With fear constantly calling my given name
For i don't know who i am
When will i stop with myself

This is not who i am
Exposed heart, life isn't what it seems
God hit me with a passion that will bring me to my knees
How can my heart understanding the pace of love

I don't wanna do religion
Draw the line i can no longer take it

Oh God
I don't wanna be selfish
I want to be loving unto them

I want to be beautifully addicted to love
Aug 2018 · 250
Real
Arina Aug 2018
When did we lose ourselves in society.
In the normal and usual
Losing our confidence like a paper boat in a flood
This and that, it goes like this
Everyone does it
A robot thinking like a human
Try to fake it, swirling  round and round
Thinking the world spins around you
Time again
Can't  wait fir the next lie

But darling sunshine it doesn't need to be this way
We can flourish in the rain
We different in the eyes of normal
We could feel the earth beneath us
And yet have stars in our souls

If you could only open those eyes
Wake up!Wake up!
Stop sleeping with eyes open

And be real babe
This the rage in me, in my soul
Aug 2018 · 172
Queens day
Arina Aug 2018
A Rose in mystique colours
Loving, and elegance
A Daisy as white as snow
Pure and refined

Sometimes broken and beautiful
But a woman perfectly made she is

She dances in trials and pain
Learning a new step everyday
For she knows a flowers needs rain to bloom

Each different,  peculiar and beautiful
Cause a flower will bloom in it's time
For each is a Queen in her life, and you can't live without her

And when her crown slips elegantly she knows who she is
Cause Queens fix each others crowns with a dash of love
For each woman!You are beautiful
Aug 2018 · 150
Magnolia
Arina Aug 2018
Like a yearning young bloom
Soft delicate in the skyline
Unfathomable in gold pink

Is it true that I'm bruised,because when I look into the mirror
I only see a blooming Mongolia

How come you see bruises laced in plum at the sight of my face
Is it an reflection of my soul, or the deceit of yours.

Maybe it's just our perception of me
I never fitted into a shallow mold of amused society
But I've always believed in handcrafted with grace
Jul 2018 · 177
Keep them away
Arina Jul 2018
Keep them away
Sing me a song
to fall asleep soundly
Let me forget the pain of the past

Keep them away
before they drown me
with lies
why can't i be good enough?

Let me go to learn to love myself
before i touch another soul
Jul 2018 · 165
Vibrant dreams
Arina Jul 2018
I was young and naive
Now your vibrant profile is gone
out of my  nightly visions
beyond my magical dreams

They say it's for greater good
And I hope one-day
you stand in lost in the moment

Feel the warmth  of the sun on your icy skin
Knowing I forgave you
it's why the nightmares about your blue eyes stopped
We never belonged together
but we met each other in a moment

Sometimes i look into the sun
it's the way i want to be remembered when I'm old and senile
Facing foward in life, towards the truthful sun
Away from the constant dream turning in my head
Jul 2018 · 138
These words in my head
Arina Jul 2018
trapped in my absent mind
Afraid of the words lingering in my head
Words dancing on my tongue
in unknown patterns
Shuttered out of my mouth
in pastels and harsh syllables

Could they make a change
or just fade into your mind

Dancing into the rhythm of your soul
Jul 2018 · 190
Milo and frizzies
Arina Jul 2018
Cigarettes and milo
A sweet art work combined
Milky and soft
loving and willing united
Is it lasting like a packet of frizzies
Dancing under the stars in between cards
Laughter echoing
Laughter that was lost

So now i look at frizzies and milo
Hoping laughter echo in the stars forevermore
Sometimes an outsider see more than an insider
Jul 2018 · 261
navy and white
Arina Jul 2018
Navy and white plates
coloured in my love for you
black and white
flawless in everyway

One hit and your perfection
is broken in shards

Scattered
with no home
between
caffeine and tears
Perfection lost the war

Flawed shards now
coloured
in depths of love
Jul 2018 · 410
The heart is where home is
Arina Jul 2018
Home is where the heart is
but where is the heart
It lies in wonder and glory
Or is it in the fame of society

I can't seem to find home

Is it in the light rays of hope
or in shallow waters of pain
A house never feels like home
or is it just the lonely heart speaking

I can't seem to find heart
for since the beginning
it's divided
into two part

So maybe i'll keep looking
for the other part of my heart
to make home

and hope that the heart lies where home is
Jun 2018 · 405
The moon
Arina Jun 2018
Quietly sneaky
you came
Thunderstorms
in my heart
Yet you left
me alone
unset and alone
You were the moon
Now i ask delicate
why when i hear your
name i can't forget
the words on you mouth
those blue eyes staring
inro mine unashamed
I found new hope
untouched
buti can't shake you away
when i hear you name
and your sparky attitude

but i will keep on
romoving your spell
on my soul
for there is always the
sun when the moon fail
Jun 2018 · 269
Queen
Arina Jun 2018
Your words like music in my head
I'll show you
the good
you said while
you pull out another cigarette
Playing cards with fire


Inhale exhale
the smell of you
Inhale exhale
the look in your blue eyes
as you pull out joker on me

Inhale Exhale
I am
Inhale Exhale
the Queen

And in between the smoke
and dissapointment
you lost the Queen
Arina Jun 2018
For years i have watched your shadow in the stars
As swiftly as a deer and recklessly beautiful

How soft and pale is the roundings of your delicate soul,
reaching beyond the restless crowd

A touch of flame rising in my heart, as your rose eyes meet mine

But never have i felt your skin against mine
and the burning of you flame inviting me to your heart

but i will dream of you oncemore
                and wait for you as a hunter for a rose deer
Jun 2018 · 129
Moonlight Waves
Arina Jun 2018
Tell me how to forget the smokey moon
Into in the bright sky letting it set on my pale skin
The way it crawls unto my soul enchanting memories
of the stars

Tell me how to live in the sun
Embracing the oceans and roses
For I've lived in the simmering moonlight

For its in your moonlight eyes where i lost myself

yet i need to be bathe in the coolness of his soul
to heal me from your dark moonlight eyes

but tell me how, tell me how to forget the darkness of the moon
Jun 2018 · 177
Everblooming Rose
Arina Jun 2018
Though I could never fathom why the creator made women like roses until I felt my thorns and petals colliding with the sun

As the wretched night falls out of my embrace
Tear drops nourishing my roots evolving to reach unto the sky

I see colour of the rainbows in my petals
Dancing in the stripes of the breeze forevermore

And like a bird's morning melody you let met know that my worth is more than diamonds

Cause a diamond is temporary but a rose is everblooming.

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