It hurts so much
I try to think away the pain
It hurts so much
I tell myself it don’t
But then reality hits again
Why I ask
I look around
I look inside
And looking at my past
I will never do anything
To cause pain or feel pain like this ever
Cause I know how hard it is to pretend

Free me I begged you free me
Free me from loving you
Accepting you
Supporting you
Arrousung you
Thrilling you
Falling victim to you
And in the end it was me
Who freed me
From you!

as I tap in to my own divine guidance my spirit guides sent to me what I so dearly needed synchronicity in a message from the universe to give strength to push forward 444 a number of protection and encouragement Its a sign that I am currently on the right path.

To easy to
Recover
After
People always show you the only
Person you need will always be with you so in the
End just take care of that person because **** happens
Don't beat yourself up!

It so strong I cant fight it sometimes
I love the taste its so sweet!
One that must be satisfied...
he thinks I just always wanna be right
I say it just feels so nice
I like to just sit back and free my mind
and do the first thing I think of
Everything always just fine.

I wish I could believe in miracles
Like I did before
When I used to pray every night
forthehelpthatnevercame

Now I am just living on the edge
One step wrong
And it all falls down

It is hard to not feel overwhelmed
By all these feelings
Especially now when the loneliness is eating me up
pleasebemyfriend