I wiped at the window Until I could see clearly Through the tears that threatened my facade The tears that told the truth Which I swallowed with the lump in my throat.
4am mornings and 4pm afternoons tired eyes and empty stares just pretending I don't care stop! its all fine ill just wash my hair and tidy my room sit on my chair mum'll be home soon
Because once upon a time Means back in the day And back in the day means you couldn’t stay And even though you couldn’t stay You didn’t figure it out until it was too late To late to say goodbye
And now I’m left with a broken heart A void that cannot be filled Because there is no longer a still We are not still friends We are not still making memories We are not still We are once upon a time
How can i be drowning When i'm standing above water How can i be falling When i've already hit the ground How can i still hope After seeing you leave There's nothing left to take Yet i'm still being robbed I'm holding out my heart Wishing you’d break it Just so i couldn't feel So i could stop loving you Without a beating heart There can be no love And all love has ever done is crush me
Stop trying to fix me I’m not broken ! I don’t need you to fix me stop watching me , pitying me waiting for me to crumble your eyes keep following me stop watching me ! Please stop trying to break me because then who will fix me .