Months have passed since the day we met. You once told me the fairytale-like story of seeing me for the first time. I am marveled with how the way you expressed every detail of finding ways just to know my name, to meet me. You said, "Hi" but you failed on your first try. 'Till one day you tried again to message me, I finally replied and I couldn't imagine that, that would be the outset of something new.

It's an overwhelming feeling whenever you try to utter your corny jokes just to see my bursted smile, or whenever you do a phone call during night times just to freely express how you miss me, and those times you took care of me when I am unwell just to save my day from sickness. Do you know what my favorite part is? It's whenever you send me your sweetest hand written letters together with your DIY cutie stuffs I've ever had.

You knew that I'd never been in love since birth. A kind of love between two hearts, captured by Cupid's bow and arrow. You are the man who showed and did efforts just to make me feel that I deserve to be loved and you made me realize that feeling. I can't explain it, the deep down feelings. Suddenly, I am lost for words. Just wanted to take a glance every time I am with you, because whenever I do, it makes me smile and comfy to be with you and all I can say is, I am blessed to have you.

You are a good man inside and out. Bit by bit, I will envelope you with the reality that my heart will only beats for your love. Because you made me feel cherished by you, you made me hmm fell for you.

Remember that I will stay by your side not for the rest of my life, but for the rest of yours. From this day, ‘till the end of our days.

Is it really hard to make things fine like the way it used to be?

Body was glued in the mattress for an hour and a half; longing for something extremely soft huggable stuff to be gripped just to ease the broken piece inside am feeling right now. It can help ease the pain for a while, but it wouldn't be the perfect key to make the heart totally fine and comfy. Tears started to fall into sheet and pillow covers while reminiscing those memories shared in each other's priceless smiles. I meditated thoughts in my mind if how can we take back time as exciting as how we wanted it to be felt. I'm sorry if we hurt each other in the unexpected moment. Because of the suddenness feeling I got when I heard that word from your lips, still can't believe it happens between us last night. It is really hard to make things fine like the way it used to be. We need deep talks, understanding, patience, acceptance, and sincere emotions to clarify everything. I wanted to smile like everything's gonna be better anytime; as if everything's always just in the same way, but it's killing me to say I'm okay. We made it this far and I know that we can fix it by telling the words left unspoken and making things clear. I don't regret a thing. Believe His plan, this is just our beggining.

I'm sorry.

And today, I'm officially missing you.

I've been dreaming about you every night,
Zeal, an emotion I got whenever I tell it right.
Every moment of conversation feels like snap,
Not until the reality makes me realize that I miss you while bursting with a pop.

Lost for words because you always make time for me,
Oh gosh, can't resist the fact that you are here though literally you're not near.
Untold feeling of excitement because of you,
Ihh can't you feel? I'm officially missing you,
Enough dear, I am looking for the air to breathe 'cause this thing makes me blush here.

Bear in mind that even though we're apart,
Am here right inside your heart.
U're special without a comma nor a period,
This is a sincere statement with a signature labeled.
It's not a drama, knowing that you always make someone glad to see her smile.
Should I tell her name or just be mine?
Three, two, one, you're the only one.
Ain't beautiful but you make me fell in love with who am I just the way I am.

Fluttered for always having your patience and perception,
Endless eyes smile and a moment of heart attack 'cause of appreciation.
Remember that you can count on me,
Rocking your world and hoping that it belongs to me.
Emphasize the initials of every line,
Read between the lines.