tracey-marie-lawrence
im alone everyday with a past that i cant say. fighting a depressed life. trying to avoid pain and strife. i dont have any friends and what you call a freak. thats what they call me. and i dont really speak. i keep quiet. and im always sad. wishing for a life that i never had.
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