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miaisdead

20/F I'm lost.

love will told fell today abusive boy relationship days people asked ago feel wanted year time high ironically realize death bipolar heart kill running hate forget blood leave good start night bad day answers life fucking body drugs eyes happiness felt spent thought help cut long hours knew care hurt child weeks lie pills rest best looked sad things months turn terrible heal xanax falling cry episode girl mom forever find alive finally empty thoughts texted break keep easy wrists throw disorder suicidal confused eventually chase bit oxy deep hard times laugh suicide caring lost searched ready marijuana voice anger family began matter grown small hoped job die point hide alcohol apologize helping allowing secret human loved broke tying person remember spoke liquor god recklessly apologies confidence period beat valium spill glimmer started mind mental mother kiss needed sadness pain exactly endless left nooses darker revealed demons joke disappear slept