empalsie - Hello Poetry

empalsie

16/F/Iowa Life is crappy, but yellow is happy. / I'm just trying to be a writer, / one way or another.

thoughts will morning white good heart snow life surrender dreams lost blood happy yellow barely filled perfect die day red snowy things demons ideas year blanket winning hope suffering shattered girl pain flag week peace numb freedom big place mom feel toxic wave bad felt joy frozen free suddenly hurts soul saturday woke peaceful battles stepped head flooded live earth emotions hurt community doors coming experiencing deadly peacefully anxiety body brother grow volunteers falls seemingly careless house children razor breaks thin cry knees loss second sees final paying mess verge lose walking future hard demolish married celebration action knew war careful thigh fine find despite tired flakes covered floor crisp acts wanted terrible hell submitting dad sleeping exclaimed dead happynumb ground numbness best healed shades struggling weak night losing spills sun nasty church sad phone fight wishing loved closed praying struggle calm thoughtlessly result top land job died happen play