amanda-j - Hello Poetry

amanda-j

I believe this is my first heartbreak. So I'll write about it here instead of letting it fester. / Update: It was platonic heartbreak, btw. I am also dealing with anxiety and other issues that I find hard to cope with. Poetry is my way of expression.

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