The dread for tomorrow
Is almost
As bad as tomorrow itself

In the moonlit night,
you kissed me deep
and left me alone
without a word!
Everything was alright
between you and me.
Why have you left me, baby,
like a wild bird?

We walked everywhere
in the same dream
and kept our desire.
After making me fall
in love with you, baby,
how could you turn back?

Your eyes and smile
made me happier than I was.
In your arms and care,
I found love and peace!
You live in my heart,
and you will, baby,
till I have breath!

You loved me until yesterday,
Today, you chose to walk away.
What will tomorrow bring?
Will sorrow be a lasting thing?

We built a dream day by day,
Now who's the devil, I can't say.
When you danced to my love song,
Why did you leave me all alone?

Have you seen the morning ray,
How it lights up nature every day;
You brighten me just the same,
Then turned to me a dusk flame!

As the river turns to the bay,
I was into you the same way.
Shame on me, you played a game,
And left me with all the blame!

At the store
When I tried on clothes
I felt like I wanted to cry
Not because I really was ugly
(Just a moment ago I was told I was beautiful)
But because
The mirror I looked at
And the lights surrounding it
Made me think that way

You're not ugly
Your mirror is tricking you

You're not stupid
You're a beautiful bird asked to swim in a swamp

You're not unlovable
The people around you are just toxic and don't know how good you are

Whenever I want to keep a straight face
I silently sob in my head
"My dog is dead
My dog is dead
My dog is dead..."

I know it won't take long
I know he might be okay this time
I know it's supposed to be nice
I know that's what they want me to do

But I know it might be painful for me too

"What's the worst that could happen?"
You have no idea, and trust me, you don't even want to

I know your just asking me
To spend a couple hours with my father
But I really don't want to

Apparently it's "my decision"
But I can't say no to you
I'm used to pleasing you
What can I do?

What is wrong with humanity
We torture animals to entertain ourselves
We separate them from their families
We burn their homes
Flames licking at ancient trees
We poison their waters
We fill them with plastic and oil
And say that we have it bad
What have we done?

You can't go anywhere that Hasn't been touched and ruined by humans.
Not a forest with no footsteps
Not an ocean with no plastic
Not a mountain where humans haven't planted their flag.
What have we done?

Homes
Gone.
Lives
Lost.
A collapsed society, built on greed and neglect
World awful
Whoever has more money wins
People stuck on violent, garbage filled streets
Animals in chains
What have we done?

Birds try to fly
But wings are tied
Fishes try to swim
But gills are caught
What have we done?

The only way to fix it
Is to start over
If only.
If only we could.
Goodbye, dear earth. I'm so sorry.