Heart's racing, I'm screaming in pain.
What's this?
Everything's spinning, I can't make out my own brain.
I can't hear anything but my own heartbeart.
It hurts. It hurts so much.
I don't even know why.
How did this happen?
I can't keep my balance.
Am I gonna die?
I fall to the ground, tears streaming down.
Can't speak.
Can't breathe.
Oh god, I can't breathe!

the only sound was the echo
of her own heartbeart
wind blew the smoked she puffed  
back to her face      
she watched the trees slowly
swaying to the wind
the whisper of leaves
rustling in the wind      

thoughts running thru her mind  
she couldnt think , she couldnt eat
her world had turned around      
something changed                    
nothing mattered , she felt appeased.
yet she spent restless nights , unable to sleep,  

for she was in love