Someone once told me :
always remember that,
some people come into your life to make chaos.
and some people and come into your life to show love.

Some people will use you
Some people will always be there for you
Some people will be true
Some people will lie
Sometimes you will learn from a mistake
Sometimes you fall and that’s okay.

Sometimes you’ll  fall in love to hard
Sometimes you’ll cry alone
But you’ll be okay even if you’re alone

How do you know if you are okay,
I can’t get you out of my head
Every time I try to get you out of my mind
I see something that reminds me of you.

I wish you’d just hate me
I take photos to just get at you
But you don’t even bat an eyelid
I just wish I could forget you


Time moves so quickly I just want to
Talk to you for hours on end
But you have the nerve to leave me on read
I don’t know who you think you are
I hope you’re happy enough to expect
Your L
Because you will be loosing the best thing in front of you

Someone who’d of done anything for you
Someone who care so much about you
But you can’t see that.
She doesn’t care what you do for a job
She fell hard out of nowhere for you.

When a person you’d rather not speak to creeped up out of cracks of hell to annoying you. Instead of someone you’d rather talk to yeah that sounds about right

I don’t know why I’ve let it bother me if someone creeped out of the cracks of hell. Trying to mess with me enjoying life for even a brief moment , they seem to come around to ruin the good vibes

Maybe I’m just not a loud to be happy in my own little bubble without anyone. Maybe I just find some sad girl **** to do.


I mean I did forget they existed until they randomly popped back into my life
It’s was like I’m not interested mate
Like please crawl back down that hole
You came from because I’m so done

I try to distance myself from life
There’s always that one person I want to talk to everyday
I try my best not to give in my which is very hard once you catches feelings for them.
But leaving people on read is like leaving someone speechless? Or getting left in a supermarket by a parent? Don’t know which one is the truth.

Seeing many signs that are possibly just red flags
Around each different corner stuck not known which detection to go...
just running round and round  wondering where the future going to lead

If I get told to do one thing I’ll do another.
I’ve been here before playing the joker.
Painting a fake smile upon my face.
Telling myself if you’re happy then  I’m happy too.

Having too much patience watching from the distance.
Cos’ I could write a million one words about you.
I play fake scenarios  through my head
Even if I’m overthinking in the end

We both have our own demons
That we fight everyday
The addictions to drugs linger
But who am I to judge?
Playing a dangerous game but I’m only going to hurt myself

I’m traumatised by the past and trying to show other people genuine feelings even though they don’t believe a word you say.
Shooting my shot everyday even though
Every day I do .. I fail.
I tend to just break my own heart
Just to try and bring myself happiness

Trying to forget you wishing I didn’t meet you
Because my heart is breaking
There’s so many things I want to say to you
But you’re not mine and it just seems weird saying these things to a stranger.
Can’t even call you a friend.

From the moment I met you
Tried to fight off the feelings of lust
Now I’m stuck with the feeling of love
I tried so hard not to fall and get hooked
But it failed and now it feels like getting hit by truck

There’s so much discontent but I’d wait forever and patiently for you.
For you to realise what you have right in front of you
But sometimes someone can’t wait round forever cos’ it ends up with you watching them fall in love with someone else in the end.

But I’m happy if you're happy
I wish you would believe me when I tell you
You deserve the world and so much more.
I might sometimes have a way with words
but most of the time I’m sinking
Painting a fake smile upon my face.
So I’ll just sit and watch from the distance.

I run away
I ruin everything
I break my own heart into pieces
I tell myself that no one loves me
I tell myself no one would miss me
I stay up late and just stare at my ceiling
I scream to myself *** what’s the point
I’ve put my walls up so high no one can try to get in again.

I’ll never love anyone again