Your all i think about.
I question If I really know you.
I want to believe I do.
Life is changing. Rearranging.
I broke my lease. $1800. Silly.
But I'm in love.

Didn't think it could happen so soon. I spent 13 years with the equivalence of a baboon.  
He's a thing of the past,I feel like such an ***.
Looking back it should have happened long before.
He deserves a stupid *****.

Now I've met a man.
...the way he holds my hand.
I'm speechless, it's the little things  he brings.
I hate to be away, something about him....total swoon.

I'm going in with eyes wide open, trying to honor his request.
I would love for this to be my final quest.
Starting a union together with those two words...
I do want to say.

Unlike my past everything is happening so fast.

Embracing change, the time is now. I have no fear when you are near. A feeling of security , 13 years never provided me with.

Your different.  I'm diving in with trust.
Don't show me different. I manifested you. You know this.

What's crazy to others is unbelievably real to me. Take care of me,keep me smiling.  You are my moon , I worshiped before you appeared.