i cannot remember the last time my thighs looked bare each time i recall, i see a naked canvas stained with red and purple my individual hairs dipped in fresh cuts and my head spinning around in circles each time i try to forget the lunch i skipped and the conversations of unspoken words i never said, the skull behind my forehead trembles with regret and iβll remember how my heart would pound like the wings of a hummingbird flying back and forth, clawing and tearing my chest open as i reach for the door
my mom awaits me with kisses to welcome me home but iβll be too eager to collapse on the bathroom floor