diamond youth: Poems

Alex

diamond youth May 2016

Alex

You see,
I'm still upset over you leaving,
everyone said I would be over it by now.
But I sit back and I mourn over what could've been,
I sit back and remember everything that we did.
I remember the I love you's, I remember everything.
I hope you remember, uneasy hearts weigh the most.

Last line is from the song by Dance Gavin Dance, give it a listen.

dear ex-boyfriend

diamond youth Jan 2016

dear ex-boyfriend

dear ex-boyfriend
did you feel euphoric when you ****** the life right out of me?
did you feel on top of the ******* world when you slipped something into my cup?
i'll tell you something dear ex-boyfriend, the pain inside of me that winds up and down and twists my intestines will forever bruise my heart
i'll tell you something my dear, dear ex-boyfriend
i'll never get it back, what god-given right did you have?
what god-given right did you have?
my body is my temple and you invaded and destroyed and corrupted it and i'll never get it back
tell me something ex-boyfriend, are you proud?

going through a pretty ****** breakup rn

#sad #ex-boyfriend #breakup

Fervor

diamond youth Feb 2016

Fervor

Tempered by your love, I was just your bad bridge to burn through.
You lit the flame but watched it exhaust too.

#heartbreak #regret #fire #sadness #breakup #flame

Honey

diamond youth May 2016

Honey

There's honey drippin' from your veins,
you can't help but feel sore.

i've never liked them

diamond youth Apr 2016

i've never liked them

brown eyes; never liked em
always thought they were bland
never even thought to look past em,
but i did today
he told me of his brother,
i saw something beneath those brown eyes
almost took his life, that cancer did
i don't know why but i can't seem to dislike those brown eyes

cliche *** poem but i met a boy
tbh, i saw something in him today that i hadn't seen from anyone else
empathy

#nice #freeform #browneyes

michael

diamond youth Feb 2016

michael

my heartbreak was my inspiration and my hands painted the words i wish i could've said to you

extremely upset right now because of a chat with my ex-boyfriend

#sad

writers block

diamond youth Feb 2016