Take me on a trip and set my mind free.. watching all the waves as if I'm care free.. my spirit is on high as I leave all my worries behind.. sailing on this love ship to a place beyond our own imaginations. Our love will be far beyond the sea as we sail on the Atlantis.. The song says you'll come back to me but you're already here and here is where you'll stay.. my love for you is strong as if you have on a stray jacket trying to get free. But you'll rather stay trapped just to stay next to me.. Let's set sail on this Voyage to Atlantis.. watching the waves while setting  our worries free.. set sail with me and find an island that's stress free.. I'll always be there for you.. I'll always sail the Atlantis with you.. I'm your lady now and forever.. promise we'll stay together and never say our last goodbyes for we'll search for paradise out in the sea.. Sailing this Voyage to the Atlantis

There's no such thing as loyalty if there's no togetherness.. There's no such thing as communication, if there's no one listening nor trying to speak.. There's no such thing as love, if no one is willing to give their heart.. There's no such thing as you and I... cause some one decided to be no one to me...

Am I crazy to still have feelings and thoughts of a lost love that I know will never return to me in this life time. Just only in my dreams or when I sit and imagine that you're here with me.. My heart feels as tho its been snatched out my chest and stabbed numerous of times to only bleed the tears that my eyes can no longer share... My belly has a surprise that neither one of us expected.. but now that this miracle has approached I don't know rather to accept it or deny it's request.. my mind is all over the place with emotions of such hate for you but yet my mind wants me to continue to love you.. I'm in this mental battle with myself so how the hell could I lose.. Reality kicked in.. (I already Have).. Nights of loneliness.. Days of Desperation. . Weekends with a bottle or two just to drink all my sorrows away.. Back to day one when the ******* weekday comes.. This is an ongoing cycle that I truly want to overcome... But how.. when I'm always seeming to be missing you.. listening to music we use to make love to.. watching videos we made and listen to how you brought laughter to me.. Tears want to fall but I'm too angry for that... I give up.. drip drip is the noise I begin to hear.. I'm leaking all my worries away but yet I know they'll all come back again.. So until tomorrow I'll just lay and pretend that you're next to me, to only fall asleep and keep my mind from wondering. Cause right now my mind and heart has no beginning nor end.

I was one too.
Taking pleasure in pains of the
Past; addicted nearly, to the
Pity and attention
Of others.

Now I keep it locked away.
Private pearls of an adventure life,
Wounds long healed;
Faded scars. My smiles now deserved.
I wish the same contentment

To all those others, the
Happy unhappy. Who can only
Recognize themselves
In broken
Mirrors.

Let me grab you by your hand and slowly walk you into my lovers den.
Red and white rose peddles lead the way to where it all begins.
Scented candles smelling so good makes your senses spin.. with ****** visions of me sexing you.
I grab you close, you hold me tight.. our lips connect our tongues egnite.. You rub your fingers down my spine.. my eyes roll back.. You kiss my neck, and pull my hair back. I Grip your back and rub my lips across your pecks.. You slide my strap off and I help with the next... You begin to undress, but I said take it slow we have all night... I lay you down and rub oil all on you... you looking up wanting to **** on my supple breast. Your brown eyes glow as we start to connect.. you ask to go down, I'm not one to reject. Your tongue feels so good as it and my **** connects... What a big surprise.. I'm *******.. Now I'm soak and wet... You ask to dive deep but I'm still not ready yet.. So you take it slow and kiss my soft lips.. My body inner parts start to explode.....I'm ready, so I snatched off your draws.. you slowly go in and grind with a motion so strong, my body begins to shake... you had to grab my az to take control.....I'm grabbing you... you loving me... I'm moaning Ooooo... you saying Rose I love you... I bite your ear and lick it too... you're so turned on.... You turn me around and began to eat again, my juices so sweet you smack with each slurp too good to even wipe your mouth. You hit it from behind and turn my head to look deep into my eyes.. I'm even throwing it back just the way my baby likes... I get on top and ride you like the best I am... you begin to moan.. yea I like the sound of that ****.. before you *** I lean over and say.... Let me love you down just like this.
ALWAYS

Met someone who was all that I dreamed in a man.. filled me with laughter that I haven't experienced in a while... touched me with such gentle hands and whispered such sweet words, that I started to feel myself floating as if I was already in love.. time after time we spent together... moment after moment how we enjoyed one another. Endless text and childish giggles we both receive.. How I'm enjoying him and he's enjoying me.. Minutes turns to hours as hours turn to days.. Things seem to slunder things seem to change. Attitudes come forward.. assumptions bring on rage.. make up *** is what we wanted.. **** how we made each other feel some type of way.. He started acting funny.. I started not to care.. I did what I did cause I wanted he did what he did just to play.. when it all boarded dwn to nothing all I can truly say.. when you think you've found what you wanted.. hell it's truly an illusion anyway!

For as far as I can remember I've been going thru so much hurt, so much pain... That only a night filled with a soaked pillow from which my eyes filled with tears that flowed dwn the cheeks of a woman who has a inner demon that's ready to unleash and punish all whom have caused her pain.. Ppl tell me things but yet their actions don't compare.. I look at them with anger but keep a silent tongue, cause if they knew the words I wanted to say.. they wouldn't be able to handle the raft of my rage.. I've been hurt in so many ways that the soft spoken person, caring person that I once was is now gone and sleeping within me that I dnt knw what or how I can awaken her.. maybe I need that one person to come and make her magically appear, or maybe it's gonna take some deep meditation on my own to bring her forth. But I'm afraid that this person I've become is holding my inner beauty hostage and is not willing to allow her to come forth ever again. I've been waiting for so long to be loved that it has now just become a laughing matter that my evil side just smirk and grin upon saying.. **** love it'll never come so just let it be.. I still have moments when the beauty inside me voices out but is still trapped to where she can't come out. So she sleeps now within me while the other person lingers on.. Who has the heart or the strength to awaken my sleeping beauty.. for I have grown weak and can no longer fight.. the other person I have become!

Star Light, Star Bright wishing on a star tonight.. That my mind and that my soul comes to peace with those I know. My heart grows weary my mind never knows whoever I will meet whomever will ever go. I wish upon the star I see while gazing in the nightly sky.. which seems so dark with little light but all the stars are shining bright. I close my eyes to make a wish upon the star that shines on me.. that one day I'll find the peace I need to conquer all this negativity. I need a pure heart I need to be stress free.. I need someone to actually hold on to me... Star Light.. Star Bright I'll make my wish tonight I wish I could I wish I might wish upon the first star I see tonight.