she sits there completely alone,
for hours-
she waits for the phone.
memories of them crash through her head
along with all those cruel things they said.
secrets, gossips and time spent together
meant nothing, now or forever.
best friends since kindergarden,
now it all seemed like a great burden.
nowhere to go without her,
nothing done without her,
she's incomplete without her.
loneliness fills up the air,
as she wishes for her to be there.
the world around her turns upside down,
and she feels like a vegetable left to rot.
the closest friends of mine she thinks,
have gone forever in just a blink.
years pass by- but, she still hasn't moved on,
she's still the girl sitting by herself all *alone.
something i wrote back in the beginning of 7th grade,
now I'm almost done with high school.
hell of a tough time.
no changes have been made since i first wrote it .