As I think
So I become

As I think
So I am

I wonder
As clouds in the sky often do
If the next girl will learn
Of my blood on you

As I learned of the one before
On your hands
It messy
It stains
It covers more surface area than I thought

Sometimes anger manifests itself at sadness
That's why my insides are screaming

I always wondered why you slept so much
I thought there was no rest for the wicked

They told me that it's all in my head
And they were right
It is all in my head...
And my heart
And my veins,
It's in my stomach
My arms and my legs
It's immobilizing my muscles
And deteriorating my skin
So yes- they were right
But they left a few things out
Not only is it in my head
It's now completely taken over every single part
That makes me
Me

This is Depression

You were the tension they called time
I the fool they named love