"uve" poems
There a few things I need to say, and this isn't a poem. its more of a letter or a ***** out. I have seen the crap you post. I don't get u *** u act like u were some innocent victim. Im some horrible lying **** who broke ur heart. *** Let me say my dear boy that I have loved u from day one and I still do. ur the one whos got this anti -me thing going for no reason *** ur afraid of letting your true feelings be felt and delt with. I may have said a fib or two when we spoke online the first time but at least everythg I said then wasn't a complete lie unlike others...... I don't hold that against you. I don't bring that up to you and talk **** about it. You seem to think that just because I didn't ever say I loved you that I didn't... it was so hard for me not to say it or to try and not feel it *** of her sitting in your bed each nite. that's why I didn't ask you stuff *** I didn't want to seem like I was being all nosey and being all in your business. you didn't ever say so I didn't ask. I figured if you wanted to tell me you would. I didn't want you to think I was trying to know your all of ur personal **** I tried so hard to not have feelings for u and I thought I did a good job but that too was a joke. I have never felt like I do about u. it ***** that we don't talk like we used to and really ***** that we don't see each other....I miss u so fuckn bad. I still cry over u *** u were my perfext match. you are strong where I am weak and vise versa. Ur really great in the areas I need help in and I can help in the ones ur not in. I still want you to read to me. I still remember the things u said to me the first times we used to talk. the time where I fell in total love with u. I pains me to see some of the stuff u say on there. I didn't mean to not ask things or seem interested in you or act like I didn't want you to come over....I did that *** I wanted to see if u really wanted to come over.. um...all I wanted was to be with u from the beginning and I still do but I don't think u will *** your trying your hardest to forget me. I guess im not one to stand out and keep one wanting ......I wish I could erase all ive found out since oct 1st *** it makes it even harder to get over u....I don't want to but its really stupid to keep trying if you have made urself believe that u hate me or convinced yur self u do. I will write more if I remember but I have to go to bed now and I hope u sleep too... It just upsets me that I meant nothing like the others and that uve made urself hate me.....when I cant stop loving u.....this *****
Dec 10, 2013
Dec 10, 2013 at 6:50 AM UTC
I turned around to late to see-
The tears blinding me,
I realised to late That you
Had walked out on me
And though I knew this day would come
I Wished it be undone
Yet now the story played out wrong
I lost when I had hoped to won
So give me one more chance
Darling You have cared for me
Give me one more chance
Darling you were there for me
If I pray this now
Will things change somehow?
I always thought I had the strength
To make it on my own
I never saW the strengtH that came
From you all along
Yet noW I can plainly see
The strength from you lies here in Me
I had it all yet now I have none
So give me one more chance
Darling You have cared for me
Give me one more chance
Darling you were there for me
If I pray this now
Will things change somehow?
Here is the lesson I'd learned
That you don't know what uve had
Till its Gone
So give me one more chance
Darling You have cared for me
Give me one more chance
Darling you were there for me
If I promisE You:
I still need you
Would you carE for me?
Be there for me?
Darling I
LOvE
You!
***
Mar 19, 2013
Mar 19, 2013 at 8:29 AM UTC
"ayiseyo ncoko ngaphandle
kwemibuzo neempedulo"!!
Ekufundeni kwakho uve nton?
Nika ingqondo ukutya kwayo!
Mar 24, 2016
Mar 24, 2016 at 7:44 PM UTC
Its not about where uve came from-but where ur heading too!Its not about the amount of mistakes uve made-but rather the count of lessons uve learned!And if you feel a little afraid,thats normal!No one can look into tomorrow-but we can focus on each day that dawns.May the first dawn of 2015 be the brightest and most prosperous start to a year filled with memories you will always hold in ur heart..BLESSED BE YOU
Dec 31, 2014
Dec 31, 2014 at 11:24 AM UTC
Lord forgive me if I ever act ungrateful, coz uve given me more than I asked for and deserved..
Aug 27, 2023
Aug 27, 2023 at 2:18 PM UTC
As i stayed up in my bed,3am in d morning,love drunk and staggering
Eyes clear,brain ringing with butterflies in my belly
I remembered the hurts of the past
The moments i cried and my world was a waste
I loved her like my soul or shld i say soul mate?
We were happy together or so i thought
She rained on my head,called it
brain storming
She was d best tin i had,den she became my worst
Let me take u on a lil journey,call it going to america
And pls,pretend ure enjoying the ride,no worries,no cops on d road,no speed limits
By the time we wld be back,i hope ur head or atleast whats in it wld be clear
And all d pain of yesterday wld mean notin as u embrace the new day
Ever felt like yov've given all u av 2 give and it ain't enough?
Then through the hurt and the pain u realize uve neva had notin
Cos seriously a person who really wants u wants u 4 u,d flaws and scars included
And if u give ur love and time and it still ain't enough
Im sorry notin u eva give will be
So as a free advice frm me to u,pack ur **** and flee the hell frm hell
Cos really hell aint no place,its wats left after the heaven is gone
So for now its cool,u dnt knw wat to do
I know one day even if nt now,u gonna look at urself and know what next.
Dec 29, 2014
Dec 29, 2014 at 4:05 AM UTC
i spit n kick like dew drippin off leaves,
i learned 2 b soft so i will b soft when i am brittle.
i think of the way i thought of u back then, lethargic at best,
pretendin like u were a god when really u just mistook all that drool for ichor.
im sure uve noticed by now im abrasive,
under the assumption that apples fall far from the tree and
“i swear that im soft, i swear my skin is thin and
i swear im bein honest,”
but ive nevr been honest, not even 2 myself,
cause i didn’t even realize i had walls up til u tried breakin em down and
i know i scare too easily,
its jus the way that i bleed,
im like a rabbit in the middle of the street and
you’re going 80mph and
my paws r 2 small to matter if i die again
Jun 21, 2018
Jun 21, 2018 at 9:36 AM UTC
under the rain again .
My soul purpose - to get her back up.
She has fallen, & it feels like a part of me is gone.
Something is missing.
something is Wrong.
Nothing else mattered.
None except her existed.
I'm gonna keep her going,
Doesn't matter where i stand.
Ill b her oxygen ,ill do everything i can.
I can see right through it.
I know how she feels.
That expression is just a mask.
How well she conceals!
I admire her strength to keep moving on.
The way she suppresses the pain,remains headstrong.
Ill wait for as long as it takes.
Your shoulder to lean upon.
I believe in u honey,
ull end up better,wiser n strong.
And when ur finally able to smile freely again.
When uve made through all the pain,
Uve kicked away all the stress and strain.
Ill hold ur hand,
And we'll race thru and dance under the rain
Again. :)
Jun 21, 2015
Jun 21, 2015 at 5:26 PM UTC