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Sidharth Suraj Dec 2020
A dead soul matters the most,
as there's no one else that
can force you preserve and cherish memories better and truthfuly.

You hesitate to erase them.
Even if you lack the visuals,
you'd create some mirage joining the
missed and uncovered notes.
You'd tell stories from the
almost unexisting backyard of your mind and with all the more excitement,
which probably you never shared,
when they were still breathing.

Those you plan on to create,
have the spark of undefined.
You might surpass undefined,
that'd be the extent of your love.

If dead man looks back,
he'd be proud and smiling,
You think alike those irrational dreamers.
Don't you ?
You talked about existentialism and vagueness in things like how
intransient life and death embrace closely,
with warmth and shivering pain.
Times when you had cease to exist
you'd not think about them
and they may not recall you anymore.

Perhaps everything beyond life is irrational, sliding the thoughts in your
subconscious carefully,
not with a hint of expressing the urge of exploring.
The taboo between you and them
why not in life you seek the same comfort
of randomness,
you wish but you fail to organise the terms
And patterns.

Just now I think what a corpse would feel when it reads my Art, probably
The dead man Smiles back and says
"I may fade with time,
my flesh may blend with soil
but I keep on living with those who know my story ".
Conscious of a dead man, is maybe the only mystery we could never explore.
Evey Aug 2018
You have me feeling,
Feeling hopeful than usual.

You are seeing me in my most honest element

You would not like the girl who layed on the ground awaiting to be picked up by him.

I now feel unafraid to lose for what does not want to stay
For what is not meant to stay

I am only
afraid
Tired
Drained
to add number 9

Old habits try to break me
As fast as they come and slow to go

They rapidly repeat...

His mouth matches experiment 1
He does not want you like experiemt 5
He is seeing someone else like 1 and 5

It won't be the same tomorrow
I'll know his real truth tomorrow

"good morning chula"
..my heart smiles

you are still here

And this cycle of hopeless thoughts repeat and repeat and repeat

"how are you chula?"
..my heart smiles

You are still here

And this dam cycle of fear repeats and repeats and repeats
late at night when you disappear for 2 days
At times

"como  te va?"
...my heart melts
..You are still here

Number 8?
Let's see where this goes

Years of practice
Proud and tall
She picks herself up
Cripled at heart
But she's up

You are now just a pair of eyes I want to impress for the better of me

..if I can do it.

Heart in cloud 9
Brought down to step 1.
"let's see where we go"
He says

Only 3 months in
I know I sound crazy
You are not mine yet
but simply a friend

Truthfuly and most sweet

I now know
soft whispers
Patient steps
Eyes that see me
Hands that push

I feel consistency

— The End —