I had to write it right then nothing would stop the flow out of my mouth whirlpools of imagination my vision drenched with words running over and over the brim it was pouring out spilling onto the floor puddles at my feet find me a pen I need a pen write it write it out on the back of napkins scraps of paper margins envelopes skin write it while the river flows while the deluge pours while the words still make scense find me a pen I need to write I will never remember it the same way the same way it saturates my clothes my skin panic and euphoria fear and excitement write it out write it out find me a pen before it's too late before it's gone
Despite having more reading books in my bag than any person in their right mind should, I have learned never to be without a note book and a pen.
Gorgous, Pretty, Smart, Thats what we think maybe its different, personality, the heart, it makes more scense, the height, No one should care looks, there just looks beauty is on the inside, not the outside beautiful is the Ego within -Cathaline Cabreja
i want to grow up and be the bestest dammed poet / I want to see at least one muse 1 and make an imaginary pond O silvery glow s and swim naked snakey avant garde(ly) in all my failings exposed and in bad taste written with blood from fish i squished bear handed and squeezed of all they scense?
Hi mom, I exist. Despite what you think; your little girl that lived in your tummy, walks this earth! Wandering with a scense of ABANDONMENT----- Asking herself (Where's mom?) and (Why doesn't she care?) Then I get angry, screaming till my lungs give way. (!!!AM I NOT THE DAUGHTER YOU WANTED!!!) Am I even a memory or a fading shadow, left in the depths of your lost N' sorry mind. So don't expect me to mourn your death. 'Cause all thats left in my heart for you is HATE and WRATH.
LOOK I looked I started to see. How little I actually am. How small compared to the mountens and the sea. But it doesn't make me feel weak. It makes me feel strong. Like nothing can touch me. Cause nobody could make these beautiful scense go away. Cause every person is as little as I am. Nobody can make the world stop turning. Nobody can make the sun stop turning red when its going in to the sea. Everybody is as little as me
