Dedication:
Nectare bred of an artist's haught testament—
brings only stunted buds of tastelessness.
Be it naught for the height in numerous tidal of Muse—
to cause the strike of warmth in bruise.
Upon the cheeks shadow'd in might—
strength of amour upon near-sight.
You!—Blossom, are of a frightful power—
to journey nestled mind of dark tower.
As though a hawk perched higher than the peak—
of mountainous and controlling streaks,
Colourblind by potent affair lost—
by centuries of sicken'd fever crossed.
By and by another name, honeyed pursuit—
yearning that cause a poet becoming mute.
Meagerly, he instead scribes his burning allegory—
that shall cause a life—eternal fragmentary.
Dangers of Kimberleigh
“Love Jo all your days, if you choose, but don't let it spoil you, for it's wicked to throw away so many good gifts because you can't have the one you want.”
― Louisa May Alcott, "Little Women"
I.
When the morning demands you and I—
our ghosts shall pass empty resides,
Against fields where lines opposing light, force and bind—
of Angel's breath and Dæmon's spine.
Of shrieks louder than their first meeting's kiss—
residing now—perfection upon midnight's bliss,
Abiding near the tender gardens upon the blinding dark—
creating haste of love-song made by grave Skylark.
Who in joyous play—should cause collapse—
towards serene, augmented lapse.
Lapse of falling, of where gentle screams—
of every child that's ever been,
Who stroke themselves against empty glass—
and where visions pray upon the grasp,
Of wind—Of blinding—Of melody—
to hold faint—Immortality.
II.
This shall be where morning seeks—
no longer calming of beauty's cheek.
Instead to lash with vain and hostile mount—
crimson over dashed and harsh doubt.
Until image engraved by forgiving rite—
speaking neglect of fiend or fiendish blight.
In-versed—coole angelic heart to passéd—
passage beside Lilac's memory in mortal castéd.
In the unwashed Earth, where the unwashed play—
'till they unfairly capture it from younglings— Away.
Lonesomeness of watchtowers in gossamer's breast—
when airy words strangled from bless.
Reachéd by the hand—abide in fable—
quiet tho—in fruitation, a single silver Maple.
Shyly envisioned inside salvation's solitude—
where tenderness drowns tenderéd concludes.
III.
The sister was lovely—inside my sight—
in our union—created Nature's first night.
Through our throats rendered fragile lullaby—
which slaughtered silence and made soldiers cry.
Her bristles—exploit in darkness—I could not see—
or merely recollect in memory.
A mouth moving inside of mine—
creatures in mawkery of untouched divine.
Eyes whom beatéd harder than the breeze—
to remind me—gently of the ease.
Of being caught in cognitive stance.
which leaves surrender to in traditional, disciplined dance.
Upon the backs of universal forestry—
and inside their stomachs to where we would meet.
Offended to death by requiem—
made inside our faint dream's drum.
IV.
Where dreamer's would lash upon in endless screams—
innumerable Rubies ruin'd before their first gleam.
Upon reflection in lover's loss—
diminished to demise before their first gloss.
It is upon the fool's finest end—
where lies his fantasy—condemned.
The jester who remains as undefeat—
before death shall cause lackluster's retreat.
Unaware tho, in current mode—
as body by body closely will hold.
And messages of Gold conspire in streaks—
immersed—affection in mind eternally correlates oblique.
Ringing and humming throughout what laid—
against blonde grass from Sin was made.
Refraction's cast that betrayed—to promise me—
endless nights of haunting harmonies.
V.
Held tightly in grieving bourne—
broken—in new blood is sworn.
Across the snow-cover'd Evergreens—
where the temptress grave is left unseen.
Not upon her kiss—did darkness fall—
alone—in shining pieces did crawl,
Against creator—and thus creator hence—
bitter loving shrouded by bare defense.
As her finite skin had laid eternal flesh—
of what laid inside Pine's parting mesh.
Holding and crying out for uncertainty—
feelings moaned into sudden Mercenaries.
Morose and fledgling in their stand—
spiritéd to Death's light misunderstand,
Of peerless eyes and broken brooks by the sea—
casting ruined cloth over our Evergreens.
VI.
Unfurnished dawn may scour for length of furnished night—
quick—until mirroréd ebbed ocean does wrong.
To consume the idles of Man's afraid mind—
fairest—lest His idles struck into divine.
Exclaiméd none tho, in archaic lust—
deceased—firmest in high robust.
Where pleasure finds comforted pause—
inside arched-back in neglected cause.
Betray the shallow grimace flee—
and ethereal composed by the breeze.
Lies delicate delusion before sorrow—
that shall thieve away the Artist's morrow.
And in thievery is where the Angels lie—
angelic beasts with unlawful guise,
In courts—castrated by the throat—
hardened in assumption by blackened elope.
Argument: A paramour in his youth reminisces upon the topic of attachment and devotion in his unrequited infatuation after having the harsh reality of yearning and his memories come across his frail mind due to waking up from a dream he thought of as being a nightmarish realm that resided in a deep sleep after an exhaustive and forlorn'd day. The poem appears in three phases: The false appearance of the admirer finally inside a catacomb of mutual love in bliss after a long-while of misery; the confusion and untouched heart slowly being composed inside a mixture of both love and loss; and finally, the innamorato becoming awake completely and being torn by the realization of the falsehood of his fantasies and wishing to be able to go back to his previous slumber and having the image return untouched and yet also having the horrific realization of having the aspiration of mutual love, seeing it, intellectually, as futile.
