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Matt Mar 2019
When all light fades what are you left with
Dark escapades enrapturing strange myth
Subtle silence surrounding a jack fifth
Outdated midevil adventure call it a black sith
Sitting by candle light waiting for it to come
Wondering if I'll handle it right, if I'll end up numb
Will it be the last night, has it finally come?
Or will this be my last night, will it all be done?
Heart's racing, blood's rising is this how it's supposed to feel?
Vision's fading, that's surprising life is getting really real
I've lost myself, I've lost my mind, I wonder what's left to lose?
I've got top shelf, herb to grind, I wonder which one that I'll choose
Neither will do, they're never enough
The handle isn't much to handle
Coke will do, Shrooms are the stuff
You're Setting the the perfect example
To ensure that they grow
Because you know that they see
Not long til they know how it all effects me
The struggle is real, the struggle keeps going
The pain that I feel, from everyone knowing
Perpetuates the reel that is constantly flowing
Approaching the steel, the line started showing
But My breathing is slowing as life gets unreal.
and still I will take the pill
until I feel it fill
The empty hole inside that proves that life just isn't real.
Check the mics to beats I wrecks inspect ya decks crew digits
Dail nothing but wins comprehend against the evils of men sins
Worn on my flesh I can attest manifest the magnificent  
Chariots blazing fire reaching for desire higher than a sire
Consumed the dryer as I heat up the fryer without the pan wu tang
Back at cha once again linked with black news cannon fannin'
All fakers make graves for undertakers shake ya
With the divine degrees pedigrees got em on bended knees
Catch the sneeze of a bullets bless you yo I'm special greet you
With a soulful touch make ya double dutch to the beats shifting clutch
Not much you can do once we break out the loot giving the boots
When we walk stomp around the yards skyscrapers bombard
Towers leaning I'm intervening on ya noggin beaming dreaming
Of ways to make a pay sways
The average shinobi ya owe me
Dont play me get smoked like a Dutchie ruthless Richie
Holding the keys Harlem Knight freak hoes into the twilight  
Darkness roaming nights plight sitting on the media snipe
Buckle ya head once the snaps is read midevil bloodshed
Twist cabbage dont invoke the savage living life have less
To embrace more cannabis see yall waving ya hand to this
Rakim Eric B stylist watch me pile this face my arch nemesis
Fools kicking this tryna re up I keep the stash of coke in the cup
Soaked up my dreams in kerosene burn slow of hate in between
It seems madness loves to company gladness I stand by the grist
******* weak rhymers small timers ain't nothing more liver
Scolding lava once I mold the opposition premonitions
I held up without being held up syrup laced so I can deeply abrupt
The sounds of the corrupt snaking products swift wit da clean cuts
Born into madness, how can I find gladness, amongst the evil list,
Certified lunatics, spinning the globe, shots of chaos in ya earlobe,
Rising the thresold, where the soul is scold, from day one was told,
You can be, anything you wanna be, but they hold up the secrecy,
In society, skulls and bones, linked with the boule families,
Bourgeoisie, they feast on the good plenty, soldiers made for the Guinea,
Pigs I see the digs, dug out the roots, of the poisonous tree, let free,
Of the fruits, rottenning thee, whole humanity, as a society,
Quietly I stood on the mountain to see, what Moses and Noah, had to see,
My legacy probably, well never be, remembered, shed prophecy,
Watch the wave of the bees, if they disappear down goes, nature's beauty,
Yo it's my duty, to the save the world, from its own pain weighing in curls,
Separate the boys, from girls, no drags queens, or chemical doping,
Im still hoping, that folks dont play along, the hearts that scoping,
Pain bearer, made in the fear of terror, I take close notes to the era,
Cant compare, the last centuries, strike with atrocity, devil the new majesty,





Haiti president got shot, because he went against the plot,
See how the media stocks, glasshouse thoughts makes for rocks,
Easily, to crash your political slot, I play the corners like Ronnie Lott,
Midway welcome to midevil payday, where haters get all the say,
Frame society, like they did Roger, Cosby set up the man slaughter,
Defame ya character, and your name, well that's the cost of fame,
Just get your soul engrained, to the bricks of shame, black satan frame,
And people still walk over your name, folks ain't thinking the same,
Exchange paychecks, for more paychecks, freedom losing its gains,
I pack more venom, than Bane or a fiend hooking for a vein,
Thin walls, hear things spirit sibling, still holding gossip, dripping,
Pass the lane, like Cousy choosey, but please dont loose me,
Light doobies, sprinkle chaos to those haters, that tried to ***** me,
Forces more linked than Kinobe, never challenge the Shinobi,
Vengeance strikes, wrath of a snake bite, let the poison sit, as you spit,
Out blood soaking in your inside, similar to bee guarding its raw hive,
Calm the maniac signs, breaks the average  asinine, solid with the swift swine,
Cooking their bacon, til the grease is fine,
380 degrees, caps for ya decease,
Broke ya soul leased, now you at the dealership, negotiate with the demons,
Inner connects, with solar techs,
Beaming, I saw mankind scheming,
Dreaming, pass Mr Williams,
Got a hold of ya will son, Don of a legend, pledging to the assassins edging,
Highly trained, cant see the remains, every inch of a sword is grained,
No matter if its dry or the rain, the snow or the cain, the fire to the flame,
I'm still crowned as King, resting aside is my beautiful Queen, aim for cream,
Spray tagging my dreams, see the shadow theme, things ain't what it seems,
I saw the light, before the darkness see how many ears is peeping this,
Weeping bliss, not many been sunkissed, my styles deeper than the earth crisp,
Pass hells door, welcome the mediocre, flashes of the midevil torture,
Dont provoke the rapture, of souls closing in on the genesis capture,
Angels flying above, with the lighted gloves, with a slash through love,
So many holding hammers like Thor, sirens screaming at the door,
For more and more, I cant help it, I was built for the temples, of the Holy War,
Crush an empire, without putting forth a desire, check the coke rush sapphire,
Infinite Messiah, feeling like Isaiah a true rider, blazing trails, let the ships sail,
Where they may, soon to see mayday mayday, treats em like a baby,
Small timers, ain't housing up to my grit that corrupts, the savage in me,
Stingy with the Henny, draws of the jack honey, bees swarming round me,
But cant touch me, I'm legendary, like silent marks on the cemetery,
See the souls growing weary, eyes teary, cant stop the soldier in me,
Never been scared of death, I battled 9 gates, til the corners, of the earth shake,
Vibrate the purgatory, my clash braille eyes, like the solar flash,
Spirit bombs, spreads like ****** repeats of gore, graphic as Vietnam,
I turn tazmanian, aimming at this devils, tryna stay ahead of the levels,
No stop signs ahead, daily takes of dipping bread, in the ****** waters,
My own blood, was bottled for the heavenly throttle, chase destiny tomorrow,
Only to meet fate, for the quick swallow, turn sleepy heads hallow, from the hallow,
Gun measures the winds whistle, smoke ya flesh to the very gristle,
My sights like an MX missile, cover every issue no one will miss you, scope the visual,
No pretends, I put a cap to ya ends, cut off ya source, let the killers glory binge,
undefined Apr 23
I have one week to make it back to Paris and meet Rayne at the airport.

Goodbye magnolia trees and Margaret the cat, I'm out the door early and into town for coffee and to figure out what direction to move in next. "Toodalure San Fargeau" I hope sometime to pass back through. After freshly ground coffee, an orange juice,  some homemade yogurt,  cigarette,  and a piece of alvacado toast, I head out of town in what I believe is soo (south). Stopping only to snap pictures of a castle and a church, seen yesterday.

The next town down, I pas a cemetery and a veterans memorial,  but no restaurants, or even a post office.  There are a lot of these little residential villages from what I've seen all over France. On my way through the village after that, I stop to check my map, and see that even if no one picks me up on the road, I should be able to make it to a place with water and perhaps food within the next 2 hours, there's a large community another couple villages away.

A younger guy pulls over to a stop in front of me and says, "You look as if you could use a ride," I climb in what looks like a work van that has been outfitted to sleep or live in for short periods of time on the road. William is a carpenter by trade who has recently broken up with a girlfriend, and is getting pretty sick of his boss. He's headed west to spend a week of vacation time with a girl there, and to decide if he ever wants to go back to his job again. He's also a pretty good guitarist and a new fan of bluegrass.  We stop at the next town and I spend my last few euros to get us coffee and hear him play. Afterwards, I decide to continue our conversation as far as he's going so, my new direction is now west. Closer to major transit anyway, and still in route to collect my friend in the city at the end of the week. (All trains go to paris)

Dropped off in the city of Rennes, (pronounced more like "wren"), it's a collage town similar to where I'm from only with a river running through it, a slightly better transit system,  and a few more boulangeries than Denton. Rennes is a city rich with midevil history, some of the first tournaments began with knights there. But 11th century walls renovated by 13th century lords, restored again by architects, masons, and builders of the 15th century,  is fast becoming victim of 21st century "could give a **** less" newbloods. I decide to stay for the night so, I look for a place to play. The first person I meet is named Francis, he is headed to a cafe/bar for "english speaking night" there. I go with him, but he skips hanging out with the group inside and instead just chats with me for a bit. He has been to India where I am going and he's an English teacher so, we have good conversation,  and I learn a little bit of "le france" too.

As the night goes on, drunk kids who've just finished exams flood the streets, and though there are many great interactions, compliments on my singing, and everyone is having a good time, I only make pennies. And after phoning to check in with Mom, and checking to see how Rayne is doing, a drunk local woman shows me to a spot where I can crash for the night.

The next morning, after making only .70cent dealing with drunk students last night, and fussing with homebums this morning,  I decide to take off and see Brittany's other city, Saint Malo, on the coast. I make camp next to the motorway and slept in a bit late, but found a ride about half way there, deciding to stop en route to see a little town where every single building was sourced from the granite quarry there. I walked about a kilometer into th town when I found a pub and it began to rain. The frequent rain in Brittany makes the countryside lush and green, like much of the south I've seen so far, accept here, there are more hills and coastline landscape much more similar to Oregon or Washington,  in the states.

Tim has been a local here for 18 years, moving here from England after meeting his wife, she's the lady behind the bar who laughed at my sign, (on my pack it says, "apprends-moi le français, s'il te plait"). He says that when he met his wife, he was forty (something) and she was 18. They're both good company,  and after a couple songs and a bier, I am invited to supper with them. (Duck).  

Tim gives me a lift the rest of the way to Saint Malo. Through the gates of "cite' corsair" to the wall facing the Atlantic... Atop it, I am 5 thousand miles from anyone or anything I have ever really known, with 6 'roes to my name, the closest I will be to the US for the rest of this adventure, and I'm looking out over one of the most beautiful sights I've ever seen in my life.

Two cafes' later I met Arthur, he tends bar but it's his night off, he wants to write, play music, and go watch the sun go to sleep from the beach. "Ye' are mot!" That's how you "cheers" in San Malo. I have a few drinks, Arthur's treat, and we're watching "coucher de Soleir."

The next morning it's time for me to leave "pirate city," and continue finding my way to meet up with Rayne. Cafe, cquesant, found a couple euroes somewhere, mail a postcard off, and I'm walking country roads again in no time.

I leave the ocean coast a walk for several days through yellow fields that feel to me like I'm strolling through an oil painting, forests where I camp by streams of running water and wake up to snow on the ground, passing 600 year old places lost in time, walls and stone structures reclaimed by nature and covered with moss and ivy, everything dating hundreds of years older than anything that still stands in my country. As I reach a road at the edge of the next town, a woman pulls over and asks if there is anything she can do for me. I am tired from sleeping on the ground and days of walking, I'm out of food, water, money, and haven't passed anywhere to play music since leaving Saint Malo. I tell her that I would take a lift into town for water, if she is offering.  

She takes me to a cafe for coffee, trys to phone a place to see if I can play music there, buys me a sandwich, some bread for later, pastries at the boulangerie, then drives me to the otherside of town and leaves me with 20 euros in my pocket. Time spent with her was brief, so brief that I never got her name, but she spoke of how fortunate she has been in her life to live long enough to have things and be able to to help. Speaking momentarily on budist and stoek philosophies saying, "Now, is the gift we are given to do what we can with. The goal to being pressent now, is to Not Worry. And to use the 'now,' you ask, what can I do?.. If nothing, then No Worry. If something,  then you do it so, No Worry."

I walked for a little ways and fot a short ride that took the confusion away from my directional questioning for the remainder or this trip. . . Walking along "Rue de Paris."

Many more miles to go still, and it's getting cold out again, but my needs have been met, I have a positive mental attitude,  and all I have to do now is walk .






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I do wish that I knew a bit more of the language still, I am learning, but I still feel like somewhat of a disappointment when hitching a ride and found not to be as good conversational company as most hoped. Still, hitchhiking is pretty easy in France, and after factoring my pace walking thus far with the amount of time I have before Rayne lands in the city, I decide not to risk coming up short of meeting her there, and to just hitch the motorway for the last 300km or so. I stood at a roundabout for a few minutes with my thumb out and got a ride most of the way to where I needed to be, the toll booth entry for the motorway headed nord.

Honks and waves, and smiles (probably at my hat and guitar) accompany my short walk there. It only takes a few minutes and I get a ride to the outskirts of Le Mans where I have to change highways. I hopped out of a car, and straight into an argument with law enforcement about being on the wrong side of the toll booth. I go find cardboard and make up a sign that reads "Paris," and in route back to the proper road, a man yells at me and tells me that he will get off work at 7pm and can give me a ride to Paris then. So, I sit down at the McDonald's and read for the rest of the day.

Stephen turns out to be a pretty stand up guy too, and although he's not supposed to have anyone else in his "boss' car" that is just for travel to and from his work, he lives 20 minutes from Paris and I ride with him 2 hours all the way, and he drops me off downtown.
This is a very rough draft for a kind of "teaser" that I'm going to work up for the book I am writing . I will finish it after the summer is over , but here is a very small part of a story in it.

Please excuse terrors, it hasn't been read or checked by anyone yet (aside from you now 😉)
Oh and I wrote it out on my phone and grabbed wifi here for a sec just so someone can give it a read
Thanks
Black as an ace of spades throwing shades
Suckas and haters ******* lemonade
Gass a serenade once my music is made
Feel the tip of the blade making koolaid
For the streets ii sweep silence the weak
Peak at a the raps Paramount's y'all amount
To nothing unbutton the Glocks start somethin'
N-W-A making haters break away like Simon Say
Hands up this is a stick up til ya hiccups
My cup runneth up off the Hennessy
Penetrate my liver lovely none above me
I'm Zuess once I flash the lighting rods
Giving you a divine shocking pop locking
As the clock spinning final destiny pins
Awaiting the dancing Harley Quinn's ends
Sitting at my fate activate my hate through states
Can't dodge the stake
Instant like quakes raise the birth rates
Once the radios get a **** of my tapes
Ears propped head nogged memory clogged
Can't stop me from entering centering
Like media attention straighten up
Cuz the fed is mad listening n whistling





Gravediggaz pushin' hittas nonchalant figures
Paint my picture with no canvas Atlantis boy
Rocking the cordourys excite the joys
Of the night mystery flight NASA satellite
Can't even get a site I'm off the sight blight
All creatures of mankind heavenly spine
I rode on to get a lift off the high of a nine
Sparkling desire murders is the main flyer
Tryna pin my ship to a scholarship
Words encrypted to ya brain computer chips
I close lips who wanna set trip? Graze a fifth
Doobies got me feelin' like Scoobies
Snacking a shack watch for the hacks stacks
Crack a jack don't get caught by the smack
My hands is quicker than sand hot desert lands
We burning demands cops sitting in plans
Until they see the whole nation is Wu clan
Out what you about well unlease the beast
From the belly midevil crisis who the nicest
Wise as solomon golden sun waiting for one
To test the pump only to catch a lump
Sum guns is cashing suckas into runs
Pass a marathon reference as the ***** Don

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