I Had love someone with all my might.
But he did nothing but put pain in my life.
So we departed n that **** really left me BRoKen heaRt'd.
Months pass'd & ! Had regain my strength.
But then I saw h!m.....& i Fell once again.
& then A year pass'd & I Had a strong stand.
Got me maken right moves, I Was constructing my land.
Had no sorrow in me, not a single trace.
**** i Didnt even remember his face.
But one night I saw him & all that was burried relived.
So We TalKed & I Thought, so I Was back with this Kid.
& foR some reason I Thought he'd changed.
I was wrong.
he told me "Yo I cheated on u n Ima start singing Lullaby songs".
I Fell to the ground with masive tears.
Felt such an imence pain that would last me years.
Didnt hear or see him for months, I Was still handicap.
Still NuM, no color 2 my life, **** it i aint want it back.
Yeah he had me like that.
But I GIve hIm BIG propS.
CAUSE He IS the 1st n laSt for me.
but ONE nIght I Saw hIm N he Saw me.
Ask me why my eyez where so lonely.
As 1f he didnt know but he really didnt cuz he never cared.
So I reminded him n he said "grow up life aint fair".
Do u, Move on n live.
As much as it hurted me I Had to...so I Did.
N thats when I Grew strong n stood tall.
Promised myself I'd never eveR Fall.
Now im back n that whole lovy dovy concept is out.
Love dont live here n that to me is something Im no longer about.
No longer wish to have it.Thats something I dont need. I Mean im living good now, I got what I Need.
Got my spot, pair of wheels n a whole lot of green.
Im looking at the sky just feeling the breeze.
Man **** LOVE IM GOOD.
N **** that fage *** n his wack lil hood.
It's 2015 n now hes on my **** asking for forgiveness.
I Aint that weak ***** so go on with yr business.
Who crys now does laugh later.
Get the **** out my face, go to your ex & date her.
Cause this **** queen don't want u nor need you.
Got my 5, got my green & I Got a true Ride or die too.
