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nvinn fonia Jun 2018
,,A trance ,probing   "
"a dictum //  
intricate,ruby mayb quite& itt comes
A-diction
"  down the rAbbit hole" in time,
a-room built off crystALs&&the orbs

again again again again as
thiss keps coming in  in-blocks/compeletly-A-solatire-

/pristine in,here , itt-wass ,  inn rapture.as it
,is, now,was liked pretty muchh
the behemouth  my mann ,  done  /repeatdly,  
all-corenrs

forr everr it isbent
everytime,everytthing tht i cann remember
a lott off withering / whineingg,
lott off talks just   mi-alone
and this i remmember
"she" is the sheep  she said
, drifting /at angles/only lonely
  all the bigg/pretty pearls
forr manny many more pages to come
she says it polietly
that it  delves deep some place ,here
Shrivastva MK May 2018
जब जब मैंने अपने कलम को उठाया है,
इसकी स्याही से सिर्फ आपको सजाया है,
दिल उस ख़ुदा का शुक्रिया अदा करता
क्या खूब तौफा मैंने उस रब से  पाया है,

मेरे सपनों में सिर्फ आपकी यादों का साया है,
तड़पते दिल को बड़ी मशक्कत से मनाया है,
आज ही कह दु की हमे आपसे बहुत प्यार है
पर उस ख़ुदा ने इसके लिए एक हसीन सा पल बनाया है,

आपके नैनों में हमने ख़ुदा को पाया है,
आपको अपनी ज़िन्दगी का हिस्सा बनाया है,
नज़र ना लग जाए आपको इसलिए
सारी दुनिया से आपको इस दिल मे छुपाया है......

Missssss u lottttt dear...My affection is always with u my sweet dear....
Sethnicity Jan 2017
I treasure your thoughts for they mirror mine
and I often feel like the sky
So blue
but I am
just another reflection of you
the true source of life and all I can do
is jot ******* drops of truth
frigid fractalized isolated idioms
Verbose vapor flakes seeking fictional synonyms    
headlong ing to be with you
more than me and I am not really blue

This much is truth
pooling thoughts in my planetarium booth
brainstorming ways to lightning youth

But I am not You

I am see through
a satellite out of view
conduit of the more true, Luna
who is more of an effec-tionate of you
morpheous of midnight master of black, whole, new
presenting red eyed roses nightly reflected by you

(but see me I am through)
Liquid glass
Preview
The deep the blue
and I am not blue  

scratching the surface and rippling clues
like Voyager's travels
I am echoing shadows of the beauty
you innerview
snapshots of interstellar War Stars out of sight
I am through, see
you hold mysteries I only understand by sky light
when I move you move and you move with might
the final frontier is my domain but you hold many more
leagues unknown and forget me knots
Consider me the wife of Lott
in the massive wake
a primordial parking lot
present yet nought

Blue

In my ever reaching expanse
am just fuel for flame
fleas and moth flee in the aether of my veins
Which provide little shelter
From larger wings of change
While great and small exist in all
your leagues of  superfluous membrane
Cool azule from whence life can be sustained
Be Tickled by the fingers of my admiration make waves of mutual celebration
But do not be humbly demurred
Be for me what I can not be

Blue
A response to a poet I met here through great fanfare he wishes me the best but i know i will never be him.

Happy New Year HP and be like water my friend!
vircapio gale Oct 2015
sharing all seasons -
international home of
earthling family.

this is life lost -
deaths of brothers and sisters
cut me, raging tears

rage of tears at dawn
--
how are you?
my beloved strangers...
earthlinghood revised,
blogospheric species-hope.

first day
adless surfing -
wet my pants.
the old concentration back,
i breathe relieving sighs.

infotainment age -
authentic journalism
revised and found

#riseupoctober -
"The Souls of Black Folk," asks Du Bois,
do you have a *soul
?

my white-washed education
didn't give me one; love did.

Trent Lott's lot:
a segregationist, blogged
into mississippi's mud.

Coltrane's music
fire in my chest, supreme
love-train
of Cornel West

Chimamanda sings
inclusion and awareness -
what do you sing?

untimely autumn
frost, grinding into duff
a bigot's words.







.
reflecting on youtube search for Cornel West and riseupoctober stopmassincarceration movements
If Life Wasn't Such A Blade Through The Heartt,,
If Onlyy It'd Feltt Nothing Like A Fartt,,
Maybe Then You'd See The Artt,,
Instead Of Onlyy What's Torn Us Apart,,

I've Seen This Coming,,
Wishing I Had Nott,,
But That's Ok,,
I Wontt Dripp A Single Dropp Of Snott,,

Nor Shed Ah Tearr,,
Nott Here Nott There,,
Living This Life In Constantt Fear,,
Foreverr Craving But Hating The Veryy Words We Hear,,

Four Letters,,
One Hope,,
I'm Speaking Of Love,,
But It's A Lott Like Dope,,
I've Been High Off Of You,,
Feeling Like A Hitt Of One Or Two,,
But Instead Of Trying To Smoke,,
This Time I've Justt Said Nope,,

Unable To Fool Myself Anyy Longerr,,
Hoping Thatt Maybe Nextt Time I'll Be Ah Bitt Strongerr,,
But For Now I Noo Longerr Wish To Feed This Hungerr,,
This Fear Is One I Mayy Nott Conquerr,,

I Do Apologize,,
Justt Once More,,
Look Me In My Eye's And Tell Me,,
Those Words Were Neverr Lies,,
Even Thoughh I Mayy Despise,,
The Veryy Truth,,

Of You,,
Noo Nott One But Maybe Two,,
I'm Beginning To Feel Ah Little Blue,,
As I Flood My Mind With These Thoughts Of You,,
Constantlyy Wishing Thatt I Could Sue,,

The Angeles Of Love,,
Nott Justt Those From Above,,
For The Time We've Spentt On This Thoughtt Of Love,,
Justt One More Word,,
Ah Push Or Ah Shove,,
Once Again With The Touch Of Ah Dove,,

This Constantt Battle,,
Feeling Like The Snake With Ah Rattle,,
Wishing One Would Have Chosen To Tattle,,

It Should Have Neverr Been Ah Debate,,
When Thinking To Use Ah Word Soo Greatt,,
Because In The Process You Mayy Be Preaching Hate,,

Forming The Word,,
Even While Doing The Verb,,
You Call It ***,,
Maybe Even Love,,
But How Could You Do Soo When Knowing Nothing Aboutt Your Dove,,

In The Pastt,,
I've Spoken Greatt Words Of Confusion,,
Hereby Leading Us To This Conclusion,,
Soo Before The Veryy Contusion To The Brain,,
I've Spoken These Words To Tryy An Relieve Some Of This Upcoming Pain,,
Speakk Of The Future & Few Will Nott Thinkk Of You As Insane,,
When Truth Is,,

You've Justt Seen This Coming Once Again.......
This civilisation I do lament,
For what was intended I cannot see,
All banks and buildings from fields of cement,
We can’t turn back from what we know to be.

Another way seen distant in the mist,
From a distance, copy it we cannot.
Never, before we are within its midst,
Will we look back and see what we forgot.

Look back we will but not with longing eyes,
We know the mistake of the wife of Lott.
With knowledge we’ll look back and realise,
Exactly what we had, and now what we’ve got.

Hist’ry of  humanity is replete,
With lessons, from times of old, of others,
From whose misdemeanour caused our retreat,
Learn willingly and see our endeavours.
Shrivastva MK Aug 2018
Love u beyonds ur imagination,
U R my heart u R my Nation,
Sometimes I got totally scared,
Thinking about ur separation.....

U R my life u R my breath,
U R my believe u R my faith,
I can't live a single second without u
Becoz I wanna to be urs in every birth,

I'm a white paper u R my colour,
Without u everything looks blur,
Never think that u R alone my dear,
U R my life parterner u R my care....

Love u a lott dear sweetest dear....
nvinn fonia Apr 2021
with the space i save and create on my laptop which happens to b using Ubuntu Linux  i will buy the whole wide  world a whole lott  off mountain dew's
nvinn fonia Dec 2020
here, it is a tar pit  the yellowed trees all that eyes  see cherry blossoms through &through cherry blossoms  cherry blossoms through and through and through  cherry blossoms through
   it soothes- -it becomes ..it blooms -it becomes ..it blooms ---it becomes ..it blooms ---recantations  reconsecration
so many many ages ago,  “probabilities man probabilities”
that’s about itt, man, it seems“similarly“,,,,, noww nowwthe drudge  magenta!noww, man-about time
as i knoww itt” well for once “ once  so pretty  ” she-says -cohorts
justt a dayy more we are closer-hippyhippy-hopp
the  best off linens the blue coats the finest frivolities all that  is pristine pristine-here/Jesuits
a sea of happiness in here everything
a well laid dining table a desk to write read eat a tree outside the never ending vanity fair “that  the magic will live  never will die
cause it’s automatic for people”says-Scot  it is really  automatic-now

“ patterns  emerge   as my prime whiter s,man”----tells,Joe
    

cups of tea-  chamomile- tells Jon/ mayb  “as much as you will like to mingle/&dangle-&mingle /double dribble/triple./Onegin //all the  wriggling the  implausible imposing    ,, nibbles ,,all the book keeping
“the classic anecdote” iff i mayy ... we are all  only supercilious  there’s more here to come”----Jim,, retorts tells
“to which i may”,tells jill    a sheep is _, its all gloom and  kingdom comes
   reasons /and acuity/  th more the merrierer   my bliss/slits
/ & the black space everywhere in
   them the/many minds   all the more   \><citadel.come and go touch of gold   see to believe  
             &&&&&
  <    deep blue lakes &blue that  never end their rune and it  returns  a ship on her chest a ship on her chest,on her chest-that i will reach places un dreamt of
\   will   returnn  > there. everyplace tea<>>>>\
   stays afloat,    dispels /beaten /scowls  scary ,tea<>>>>\all-of jiggling/ bouncying   ><weeds out / >minuscules
ripes/renders jesica>>>>jamboree  come face me.
     the grandest / all  the oddities   one magic invention i was missing all this time transgression/ kindda may be timid /  
  my jive / rruby/mouthing a last supper if you will .something akin
   timid all this time
  wt i was endless immeasurable the - wild/beckons/ ribbons and knots
door to door tropic  day/&night; /beckons// ribbons and knots
\i  was i would  on my side Ausual-revival Arendition again  again
and  lifee-like -ride  and whatever moreover all oveer the leftovers
rose swells . fine  our grasslands,you know, stilts frantic Jiving,Jiving Jiving in smoke  -reels/incapabl,,indecicve
one more dayy nd through h moors
are off ,,,, raspberry,Jiving,Jiving Jiving
discontent  / neatt/  mother  fuggazii ,Jiving,Jiving Jiving ,a week goes ayb a month a long intention, itt- sooths./all the more oegin \Gerianne- ,,twitces  .astute, many floors up,pigging cleaning,every quarter
the clouds/massquadre ,this is cat to,, through ,,moved,moved,,moved

, a-blue,, a-temple a bloom,a ,temple a rook a trek a stoop now
Buddha, a simpleton/buddah geriane 16-1-5-1, miniature lamps,,blizzards6-1-5-1,
all that can in a man/rigour all that hula hoop
possibly a merry christmass,, dayys spent ,,,  full
you  are all that is sire a \ all the pleasures off a small room
full off all the kool tools an art decoo sire by now you know it
all thecrystal fairies in blue crystall *****
pretty slick,,,runs ,piping hott ,, undone  &the; buddha, the-rider,, the- boxes,,,layaway the glistering the beaming, all  the book keeping
a philistine, if i mayy impeccable, and  free
glitters all  the hourrs,a\ repliccaa just a beguiling  taste ,\
,sire,,little empty purposely,, masterfully done,,,sire
beefy ,,sire,and, plenty-full surelyy
the nectar bequeaths

projected .mediocre , mister faires in ferries  shimmering  dearest of stories  / wings/reminising _faires
drool  an artt decoo sire,,,a purple tea *** in which we drink our tea,,,mirrors,,, the very best in the pristine
the mannequins,,all the more-buddha,the-rider,, the- boxes,,
,,sire iff only i may all that   hula hoop.dope-slopes -keystrokes -rabbi=ed folks we traversed   alone
among the ******* faires shining.and whineing
tee -hometown alleys too,the innate shufling,  neat //pique
   from,treetops,bellhops,  all  those-pitstops
   chit chats-flips flops flat-crapp
lemonade/the charade the bee all the hives-all
handmade kind of  dreams /transpicuous
**** you would knoow you would knoow-that anyway blinking/ slits . //slithers
leaping/ reaping/ leaving all blue //eyes bulls eye

archic // mine  !all blue //eyes----  eye leaping/ rearing/
leaping/ reaping/leaping/ rearing/leaping/ reaping/leaping/ rearing/

  
and now the mother  a finale-  ( )   grand //tiers ;piping ;deep-dives................
-clean-off beat -best kept thatt  allures us //still gilding  top -down.  infairies   delusions/- 2rapid 2rabid distracted
comes easy free /  -******
a cup of tea/honey -man i know  with it  /// batteries  jazz like   *******
time and time againn pronto sire
wired tried intake-uptake /cup cakes/hatted  /// orbs many many many kinds justt soo many soo many  many
  any takers in no hurry
/Orphic
left /blending/mended melting too which she says enough off all this shenanigans i want //if this is
her



,,A trance ,probing   "
"a dictum //  
intricate,ruby mayb quite& itt comes
A-diction
"  down the rAbbit hole" in time,
a-room built off crystALs&&the orbs

again again again again as
thiss keps coming in  in-blocks/compeletly-A-solatire-

/pristine in,here , itt-wass ,  inn rapture.as it
,is, now,was liked pretty muchh
the behemouth  my mann ,  done  /repeatdly,  
all-corenrs

forr everr it isbent
everytime,everytthing tht i cann remember
a lott off withering / whineingg,
lott off talks just   mi-alone
and this i remmember
"she" is the sheep  she said
, drifting /at angles/only lonely
  all the bigg/pretty pearls
forr manny many more pages to come
she says it polietly
that it  delves deep some place ,here
Yo, we living in the fast lane, money gang, 20 mags bangs,
Brain hangs, it's all the same thang, corporate, street pangs,
Flooding, the woes, again, mayne, roll up, some mary jane,
Keep my hands, ready to stang, shot gun flow, John Wayne,
You'll get jacked like Cain, menace to society lane, crane,
All my critics, til they chirping, like crickets, skillz exquisite,
Execute a Jesuit, where failure went, 7 day of sins, with no lent,
No way to circumvent,keep my pockets full, money never spent,
Break em off, an inch, no pinch, ceased, them Devils, in a *****,
Bird clench, free range, foul as Danny Ainge, death never been strange,
Draws, minds like a cut, of *******, lyrics, drain, on ya membranes,
Terrains, never speak so, simple and plane, in it for the gains,
No losses, inverted triple six crosses, lay with bosses,
Fems flexing, golden gems, hands stretched, above the rim,
Is he she or him, madness of funk, stay Dunkin, like Tim,
Bank shots, til squares rot, sick hits of defeense, Ronnie Lott,
Give it all that ive got, til im chilling at the top, wet my ****,
With the hottest girl that I spot, top notch, osh kosh ya be gosh,
See me toss, up the world, in flames, got no **** shame, aim,
At grills, cash deals, from USA to Brazil, haters better chill,
We ill will, making magic, with my Johnson, wrap plastic,
Elastic, when I touch the flows, it's a classic, Jessica Rabbit,
Stick her, like a bad habit, banshees for ya final caveat, acrobat,
Rhymes, flex on yours everytime, slippery as slime, I'm,
Only telling the truth, since I was a youth, born for the booth,
So real, you can feel, like Rakim flippin, the 1986 scale,
Quick to lay a nail, to a suckas yell, endorsements, even at Yale,
No fairytale, in case ya cant bail, yo like nas said, it ain't hard to tell,
Like a christian,
I'll make ya bail, Gotham city, joker face grins pale
nvinn fonia May 2022
I love my rice plate I eeet my  rice plate every day I enjoy it a lott doesn't get any better
Born into madness, how can I find gladness, amongst the evil list,
Certified lunatics, spinning the globe, shots of chaos in ya earlobe,
Rising the thresold, where the soul is scold, from day one was told,
You can be, anything you wanna be, but they hold up the secrecy,
In society, skulls and bones, linked with the boule families,
Bourgeoisie, they feast on the good plenty, soldiers made for the Guinea,
Pigs I see the digs, dug out the roots, of the poisonous tree, let free,
Of the fruits, rottenning thee, whole humanity, as a society,
Quietly I stood on the mountain to see, what Moses and Noah, had to see,
My legacy probably, well never be, remembered, shed prophecy,
Watch the wave of the bees, if they disappear down goes, nature's beauty,
Yo it's my duty, to the save the world, from its own pain weighing in curls,
Separate the boys, from girls, no drags queens, or chemical doping,
Im still hoping, that folks dont play along, the hearts that scoping,
Pain bearer, made in the fear of terror, I take close notes to the era,
Cant compare, the last centuries, strike with atrocity, devil the new majesty,





Haiti president got shot, because he went against the plot,
See how the media stocks, glasshouse thoughts makes for rocks,
Easily, to crash your political slot, I play the corners like Ronnie Lott,
Midway welcome to midevil payday, where haters get all the say,
Frame society, like they did Roger, Cosby set up the man slaughter,
Defame ya character, and your name, well that's the cost of fame,
Just get your soul engrained, to the bricks of shame, black satan frame,
And people still walk over your name, folks ain't thinking the same,
Exchange paychecks, for more paychecks, freedom losing its gains,
I pack more venom, than Bane or a fiend hooking for a vein,
Thin walls, hear things spirit sibling, still holding gossip, dripping,
Pass the lane, like Cousy choosey, but please dont loose me,
Light doobies, sprinkle chaos to those haters, that tried to ***** me,
Forces more linked than Kinobe, never challenge the Shinobi,
Vengeance strikes, wrath of a snake bite, let the poison sit, as you spit,
Out blood soaking in your inside, similar to bee guarding its raw hive,
nvinn fonia Apr 2021
Jesus people Jesus i m not a pusi im old n calm and i havv traveled a lott a whole lott  so i m stoic therefore
I break mics, make em bleed, like punches from Mike, iron sight
Fist tight, I'll take all of your might, dont even front a fight, iight
We coming with the wickedest, vengeance, catered to sickness
Manifest, off the demon infested,
Yeah I'm connected, to the underworld, so dont disrespect it, before ya be resurrected,
I took jesus ****** cross, hung it like tree moss, flip the coin toss,
You'llfind me,in the valley of the lost, skull rallies, been the boss,
You suckas fallin, like Olympus Mr Snuffalufagus, plus the surplus,
All out maxed, Redd Foxx insults, graphic, as the Dutch Shultz,
Surrender your rights, see the shadows, hovering the night,
Smooth as a kite, winded suckas pretended, I'll end it flint,
The stones, cigarillos cherry foam, chase the taste, of ozones
I'm gone, watching the footsteps of rosemary's, baby slay me,
Naw I stay peaced, with the unseen, soul divine supreme, cream
Shattered many dead souls, added to the gehenna scrolls,
I'm just a disciple, with the laser eye rifle, cyclops the bible,
Raging in wrath, feel the thunder, lightening standing giraffe,
Catch the hands of nature, glad to hate cha, innovator, mater,
Let the saga continues, through graphic venues, I'll end you,
rip ya out ya skin, and leave blood on ya shoes, open portals of vessels,
Muscle man, champagne driven by my freaky women, giving,
Me they souls, bless they jellyrolls yo, I'm out of control,
Just another brothers,with the grit of johnny cash, bank rolls,
We beat the payroll, advoid pay tolls, that's how real Gs roll,
Watch cha know, split the kabbitz, lay out yachickens, gizzard
Poetry wizard, stick my tongue out like a lizard, keep lyrics exquisite,
Tip of ya toes, close down the shows, ya know how it goes,
It grows, more than the temptations, got the accommodation,
Change ya station, if you in hesitation, blaze gun nation,
For sticky situations, all of one one of all, never cease at downfall,






Gory road, move to a general,from a street lieutenant, innocent
Bystander, catch the wings, of a hate activate ya mental state,
See hostility at the alarming rate, wake for the leeching snakes,
Grip the peace, like a python, still let by gones be by gones,
I'm so gone, all I see is wrong, souls ringing like a gongs, its on
Caught the caption, blasting tactics steels of a black smith,
Hot ****, bound to ya melt ya with these classics, black magic,
I make it look so easy, but tragic suckas become mastered,
To the slaves of the intertwine, curved spines, of a feline,
See the horns incline, from her hair lines, sin never been so fine,
Apple decline, in the garden, step back to the game like Harden,
Charging, the game on credits, yall on debits, blacked out cards,
250K monthly, see what I see,
Naw probably, not you be hit harder than Ronnie Lott, guard ya snot,
Ya leaking, see the guns flickering, flashlight of a beacon,
Been a sinister deacon, silence the weaken, every first weekend,
See me peaking, speaking, paramount, calvary scout,
Lay out the KC, masterpiece barbecue sauce, it's the mosh,
Pit set up,I'm dead up, cant wait to this touch up, paint job,
9 to 5 robs, late night til the sun bright, soaring the heights,
Keen sight of an eagle, I squeeze through, out ya flesh,
Like beagle, bullets sniff you, now you laying like a vegetable,
Despicable, crews I bruise, leave em for the early mornin news,
Dont blow ya fuse, no truce, haters beware ya in for a scare,
Lay more scars to ya face, from unfiled ****** case,
No need to lie, what the **** for, naw I embezzle the muzzle,
Spread you out like puzzle, piece soon to be released,
Coroner, operations mud situations, change my caliper occupation,
Went from middle men, to a high man, baby bird assassins,
Who asking, about me, dont be part of the last dying trilogy,
nvinn fonia May 2022
not paranoid but embarrassed  a lott of time
nvinn fonia Jan 2019
i kno wts gona happen now something wil go wrong for a lott of time then something good will happen then again something badd and this will goo onn forever till i don't give up for ever but i will never give upp for ever then this will continue ******itt
nvinn fonia Jan 2022
it looks like i am all heart and a whole Lott less brains everything i do i achieved it was all heart man
nvinn fonia Dec 2018
my birthday is coming upp people and i m torn as to what the fck should i fcking buy a fcking hookah dollar 5 or a fcking way fare-re shades dollar 5 help mi god for i need your fcking wisdom and at the same time i don't want to upset my mommy i do a lott of amazon you see
nvinn fonia Dec 2018
i m fcking hungry  and i got a lott off rice 2 eat fck sake   that's what i do aall dayy i eat rice al the dayy all the times fck sake i mean what the fckk you want mi to do
nvinn fonia Mar 2022
iff annything changes noww i will b surprised a lott
nvinn fonia May 2020
poetry needs depth a lott of depth with outt that depth we robb poetry off its basic advantage  over all other forms off artt
nvinn fonia Jan 2023
an Arabic proverb i still recall a lott is the best revenge is to live a good life
nvinn fonia Dec 2023
improvise all dayy____ long kep trackk off time_____ keeping it sharpp re-ouccring revisions____questions lott off them___improvise _____keep doin it all times
nvinn fonia Jan 2022
i m indebted man thanks a lott
nvinn fonia May 2022
it took me lott off time it must b fcking hard man
nvinn fonia Apr 2021
i gott a whole lott off apple juice now that it comes to itt
nvinn fonia Apr 2021
its a hack everything i see is and i m hacking a lott off stuff here and there
nvinn fonia Jul 2022
i m goin to  hell so are a lott off other people
nvinn fonia Nov 2022
but then i don't understand much  a whole lott of much
nvinn fonia Jul 2022
poetry man its embellishments  truth whole lott of lies emotions creativity its unending
nvinn fonia Oct 2020
a cup of tea and a whole lott off french fries

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