monogamy means I am a thing
an object possessed by someone else
their trophy, their conquest
their maid and chef, too
I want to be loved, not owned
held loosely and with courage
treasured, valued, and desired
instead of confined to chains
monogamy is stifling
monogamy is jealous
monogamy is cruel
monogamy is immuring
I have always been your everything
rather than comforting, it's exhausting
love is complex but not binding
and sometimes love isn't enough
fifty years down the road
will I regret the time I've spent
being inauthentic and forced
living someone else's dream?
I often feel like I don't belong in the world I'm in. I wish I could want the normative discourses of life.
