"iim" poems
Why the hell do I feel alone? can you answer my questions? Im drowning in a deep black hole,how the **** is that even possible?Well in my world it is possible,cause its happening to me!You understand? What about how every year I put death on my birthday wish list?
What about how I have the pain of dying on my bucket list,
or how Id love to just cut my hole body up until I have to cut over the other cuts?
Do you understand how I feel like i'm choosing this path for myself but in reality the path chose me I just was so young so I followed it?
Do you still understand?
you can help?
Me?
YOU?
Haven't I explained enough?
NO,you can't help me!
Its impossible,
Medication just makes me feel like ****
talking to you makes me just wanna punch you in the ******* face until you just shut the hell up,
Ive been to hospitals they just stalk me thats it.
do you really think that helps?
you cant help me?
you'll try but you’ll miserably fail?
The monster in me will destroy you if you try to help me!
it will not only make you suffer it will **** me.
You say you can help me but, there is no way that is possible.
I'm shattered glass on the pavement no longer able to be fixed
iIm broken never to be fixed
Jul 9, 2015
Jul 9, 2015 at 6:32 PM UTC
it's me
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iim acaar fulll of ****** a shipp ffull of sssailas
a ccsamp fullof boyscouutss
it's you
twiddledy-twiddly-twiddle the kknob
pussshing thhe buutons, fiftyytwo, fourtythree, tennn-hup
a maggneticpo leto my compasss
it's us
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kkksksiashiuyiddrirttranoth erone, go on, doit
do it aagin, ynotit works dunnitit
it's ours
and from over here it loooks likke
we'll never get tto do it evva again, unnless
itl earns anoth erlanguage
thhatw ebothu ndusttaaaand
Aug 18, 2018
Aug 18, 2018 at 4:00 PM UTC
It's a world that doesn't care
A world that isn't fair
And I'm laughing
Yes I'm laughing
At my unattractive body
At these long limbs
Yes I'm laughing
Iim laughing
As I watch women
Pleasure themselves
On Chaturbate cams
I'm laughing
I'm laughing
Laughing at a body
That will not change
Into the form I desire
I'm laughing
I'm laughing
At my unfulfilled
****** desires
Yes I'm laughing
At a world
That doesn't care
And you saw me standing
Under a tree over there
I'm laughing
At the mistakes
Man makes over
And over again
Trillions of dollars
In debt piled
High to the sky
I don't flirt with women
I don't even try
I sat alone
I write these poems
Listening to U2
There is nothing
I can do
Except
Keep on
Keeping On
And as I walked
Into the gym
Did I see her
Hit the ****
Medicinal marijuana perhaps
She was parking in the slot
For the handicapped
People keep asking
"How are you?"
My heart rate is fine
I look at the clock
It tells the time
And every now and then
I have a sip of wine
Mar 14, 2016
Mar 14, 2016 at 10:47 PM UTC
The bestseller i read
sitting on my cozy bed
about the girl who loved books
she had such a beautiful look
Her passion it was
Her dream it was
While during a lecture in iim college
an professional author with wife wearing wedges
became her fan
wanted to become her man
but how would he handle his own life with two loves
like a play master who had his two dear doves
He had a loving wife
and also a smooth life
it is a cocktail of redemption,love and betrayal
an Indian author could only show this beautiful portrayal
Aug 13, 2017
Aug 13, 2017 at 1:14 AM UTC