"howto" poems
the howto
is a mighty force
it tells us
with authority
how to
best navigate the world
appropriate to the occasion
from love to cars to finances
it guides us
to the proper steps
and yet
it somehow fails
to say
why
if we follow the directions
we feel like children
rather than adults
why
when all wisdom
has been eagerly applied
we still don't know
why
our hands and feet
are tied
Mar 14, 2015
Mar 14, 2015 at 3:57 PM UTC
NEXT YEAR
next year is a whisper
on the horizon;
out of reach, out of earshot,
too surreal to imagine
but it's written all in
uppercase, bold, and it screams
from the paper, punctuated by
a string of invisible question marks
no longer secured in the safety net
of adolescence, set loose into the world
with basic knowledge: how to ride a bike,
howto drive a car, how to add, subtract, multiply, and divide,
but what does it help?
what does it help when there's a largely uncharted
world waiting to be explored? when there's anxiety,
and fear, and a lack of confidence to hold one back from exploring it?
when there are so many options, but none of them appeal?
it does not help, and that's the thing;
we're unleashed into adulthood, equipped with nothing more than a
flimsy sword, swinging blindly but making no contact
soldiers fighting with no cause, burning embers that never
grow into flames, caterpillars that have not completely
broken free from their cocoons; we are foolish, and naive,
frightened of a world we know little about
what i am to do, they ask,
but how do i answer a question i can't even comprehend?
NEXT YEAR is not real, it can't be, not when it makes my
head spin and my stomach twist and my brain explode
it cannot be
it cannot be
it cannot be
but it is
Sep 18, 2015
Sep 18, 2015 at 3:28 PM UTC
i'm in the cafe
sipping godless chai.
writing novels
that stall out.
bending spoons
to amuse my
dauntless pride...
eating pate'.
stripping frog legs
to the bone white...
dipping tombstones
into papier mache'
no doubt -
vexing the reaper...
as i resume
my parlay
with an errant Muse.
my Taj Mahal
made of sugar cubes
gleaming like a
monument
to a blank
page.
on a table
at a booth.
May 6, 2018
May 6, 2018 at 8:33 AM UTC