Pain is an abstract
Written
On souls and skin.
Bruises show our tenderness,
Though wounds
May lie within.
Twisted, broken
Flesh will mend.
Hearts yield
Against love's sting.
Beat me.
Bleed me.
Torture me.
I can't feel a thing.

I figured, If they knew the truth they would change, maybe
Change comes as fast as the relief comes when you take a mans life,
Easy if your evil but hard if your right, or should I say righteous,
Their courtesy was always given but, with wrong intentions
Hate is in his heart and he doesnt see it, destruction in her's but she wont accept it,
Coming from a culture thats past was built on the destruction of others beliefs, hmp!?
When a man Loses his cause in life Hell turns to heaven,
If that means fighting for what he believes in.
And should it not? If being different is wrong then nobody should be right.
because no matter who you are, a man guided by his heart is never wrong.

I was there for you before you hurt me

I was there for you after you hurt me

I was there for you when i broke up with you

I was there for you when you pushed me away

I was there for you when u started to move on

I was there for you when you lied about it

I was there when u started distancing yourself from me

I was there for you when you stopped replying

I was there for you even though i was #3 on your list to be there for

I was there for you the day we had ***

I didn't want to be there for you when you told me you lost all feelings for me right after we had ***

And i stopped being there for you when you posted and reposted all the bull that you knew would hurt me and the things about your new found girlfriend

I stopped being there for you when you said you two would be cute together

I stopped being there for you when you said she was the cutest thing to ever sit in your passenger seat

I stopped being there for you when you said your bed smelled like her

I stopped being there for you when you quoted songs that we listened to together but meant it about her

I stopped being there when you said she might be your rain...



So dont ******* call me fake when i say not to hmp when you need me. Cuz you werent there for me. You were only the cause of my suffrage

At least I'm not you. I used to look up to you but I'm taller now. Sure, I've yet to get a job, because I've gone from education to education for the last 16 years but at least I have GCSE's, and less scars, oh and less drug addictions. I've yet to have a girlfriend for more than a year, but then again I don't have a son I cant see without a social worker present. Sure we both spent time in Winchester but I was at Uni drinking pints and forgetting to do the reading whilst you were sat in a cell in HMP Winchester for possession and assault. You are every excuse I make when I don't want to be nice for a day, my reasoning for why smoking can't be that bad and definitely the reason why my Mum is so proud of me even when I don't do as good as I could. I feel angry yes, but I write poetry or listen to Les Mis whilst you punch holes in walls and ingest things designed to knock out horses. Yet despite your immoral, at times repugnant behaviour, I'm still jealous because your beard is better than mine.

wednesday cbb review 30.08.18

wednesday started off solid
not just for a loner
ben and dan both thinking squalid
its why both had *****.
a little bit from septic
getting right will rally
for jermaine nothing but hectic
on leaving she got right clever sally.
both nominees saying much
eviction or staying can not come soon
both want to stay in touch
hardeep and chloe are both over the moon.
marriage advice from kirsty
won't make most smile
work in progress is causing thirsty
like poetry nothing creative after a while.
ben was again enhancing
it may well be perceived shabby
patric and baby dancing
translated that's ben and gabby.
onto ***** laundry
this mission was poetic scenes
showing the world and all in sundry
crafty nick spilt beans.
hardeep and rhyan not hard
scenes soon had fading
nick got to write birthday card
with washing machine pleasure in stock trading.
dan doing to ben foxy
but all did dis-spare
not liked by roxy
she deliberately messed hair.
back to trade
nick will again take skinning
natlie was first to fade
like stock market not winning.
jermaine getting worried about follow
maybe needed a cold fanta
can you see the swallow
its not just ban-ta.
nick was observing
HMP no booker
2 lady's must be reserving
kirsty labelling both a ******.
now a bit of stenching
really was vermin
chloe and kidnapping was heart wrenching
disgusting a vile when said ketamine.
again jermaine trying to wriggle
womaniser is no obsession
the no ring may suggest single
but more "i like you in confession".
chloe did disappear
eviction glamorous and not cheap
did you see rhyan with hardeep fear
support he has got is a heap.
ending with a wink
ben and jermain not able to funk
unaware as of the drink
evident is the player even if drunk.